I think I might have borderline personality disorder

[Deleted member 110319]

I’ve posted a lot of crazy things on here when I’m really feeling down and I’m starting to try to understand where it all comes from.
Basically I feel an EXTREME jealousy of men who can get into relationships and an EXTREME almost debilitating jealousy and envy when I see girls (especially white girls) talking and flirting with guys or even sometimes just seeing girls walking around doing regular things.

I feel crippling amounts of nihilism and hopelessness every single day despite the fact that I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and 100 mg of seroquel.

I crave love and attention but I basically never get ANY of it. Especially from women.

I also have difficulty with my identity. I go back and forth between different clothing styles because I’m trying to figure out what aesthetic I should portray to the outside world.

I’m a 26 year old man. And even though I know foids tend to get this disorder more than men I honestly think I probably have it.

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

Sounds like borderline tbh. Do you also have that entire attachment thing where you irrationally idolize people who don't give anything back?

 

[Deleted member 110319]

Sounds like borderline tbh. Do you also have that entire attachment thing where you irrationally idolize people who don't give anything back?

Actually no. And I also don’t lash out at people in public either. I’m extremely terrified of being overpowered and of people fighting back so I just bottle everything up

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

Actually no. And I also don’t lash out at people in public either. I’m extremely terrified of being overpowered and of people fighting back so I just bottle everything up

I'd hit up a professional if I was you tbh. Worst case nothing happens, best case you get meds, therapy and possibly even disabilitybuxx

 

[Deleted member 110319]

I'd hit up a professional if I was you tbh. Worst case nothing happens, best case you get meds, therapy and possibly even disabilitybuxx

Not in America lol. Medicaid just got cooked.

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

Fucking brutal. Allat just to give 20 billion dollars more to israel

 

[ASM5]

I’ve posted a lot of crazy things on here when I’m really feeling down and I’m starting to try to understand where it all comes from.
Basically I feel an EXTREME jealousy of men who can get into relationships and an EXTREME almost debilitating jealousy and envy when I see girls (especially white girls) talking and flirting with guys or even sometimes just seeing girls walking around doing regular things.

I feel crippling amounts of nihilism and hopelessness every single day despite the fact that I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and 100 mg of seroquel.

I crave love and attention but I basically never get ANY of it. Especially from women.

I also have difficulty with my identity. I go back and forth between different clothing styles because I’m trying to figure out what aesthetic I should portray to the outside world.

I’m a 26 year old man. And even though I know foids tend to get this disorder more than men I honestly think I probably have it.

Nah I had this to, it’s not BPD it goes away when you start talking to women not even in a date way, in a friends way even.

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

I’ve posted a lot of crazy things on here when I’m really feeling down and I’m starting to try to understand where it all comes from.
Basically I feel an EXTREME jealousy of men who can get into relationships and an EXTREME almost debilitating jealousy and envy when I see girls (especially white girls) talking and flirting with guys or even sometimes just seeing girls walking around doing regular things.

I feel crippling amounts of nihilism and hopelessness every single day despite the fact that I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and 100 mg of seroquel.

I crave love and attention but I basically never get ANY of it. Especially from women.

I also have difficulty with my identity. I go back and forth between different clothing styles because I’m trying to figure out what aesthetic I should portray to the outside world.

I’m a 26 year old man. And even though I know foids tend to get this disorder more than men I honestly think I probably have it.

stop taking zoloft and seroquel. youre ruining your life with that. if it aint stims, dont take it. anyway look just learn proportions for fashion.