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I’ve posted a lot of crazy things on here when I’m really feeling down and I’m starting to try to understand where it all comes from.
Basically I feel an EXTREME jealousy of men who can get into relationships and an EXTREME almost debilitating jealousy and envy when I see girls (especially white girls) talking and flirting with guys or even sometimes just seeing girls walking around doing regular things.
I feel crippling amounts of nihilism and hopelessness every single day despite the fact that I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and 100 mg of seroquel.
I crave love and attention but I basically never get ANY of it. Especially from women.
I also have difficulty with my identity. I go back and forth between different clothing styles because I’m trying to figure out what aesthetic I should portray to the outside world.
I’m a 26 year old man. And even though I know foids tend to get this disorder more than men I honestly think I probably have it.
Basically I feel an EXTREME jealousy of men who can get into relationships and an EXTREME almost debilitating jealousy and envy when I see girls (especially white girls) talking and flirting with guys or even sometimes just seeing girls walking around doing regular things.
I feel crippling amounts of nihilism and hopelessness every single day despite the fact that I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and 100 mg of seroquel.
I crave love and attention but I basically never get ANY of it. Especially from women.
I also have difficulty with my identity. I go back and forth between different clothing styles because I’m trying to figure out what aesthetic I should portray to the outside world.
I’m a 26 year old man. And even though I know foids tend to get this disorder more than men I honestly think I probably have it.
