I think I'm becoming an horrible person

[Deleted member 11604]

Before being blackpilled, I was a sincerly A nice guy, I always been honnest and apreciated people regardless of race sexe and attractiveness. I didn't give a shit about what I looked like. I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

Since I joined this forum in january, I don't think I'm the same person anymore.
I'm becoming something I don't want to be, I don't consider women as equal of men anymore, I hierarchise people regarding their ethnicity and value on the dating market. I don't even consider pedophilia as that much horrible anymore.
I might as well start becoming racist now. I didn't care a lot about what I looked like before, Now I'm constently worrying about my face and my flaws and other people faces and flaws. This forum just reflects how fucked we are as a society, imagine what a normal person thinks if he saw guys posting side pictures of them, its not normal, we are fucked in the head, you're basing your selfworth and confidence in what some random guys in a forum thinks
Something horrible is happening inside of me, And I don't really know how to change that.

I need a detox from this website, I want to become the person I was before. I think I must somewhat forgrt about the blackpill,If I want to become a good person, I don't support my ideas and and I disgust my own self.
If myself from december would see the type of ideology I believe right now He/I would be profoundly disgusted. I'm weaker than I have ever been mentally, and probably phisically.
The only real benefice I got from this website is given that I'm a foreigner my english level consequently improved. And I really struggle to make friends so this website is somewhat the only real form of socialisation I've never had since a long time, And I've made good friends here.
But this need to come to an end, I don't want to go furhter in the rabbit hole, I will probably get treated of faggot but I don't care that much, I just needed to vent.

 

[BradAniston]

Bluepill shit i advice people to do not read this cuck shit

 

[Deleted member 2403]

No one is a horrible person legit everyone is controlled by genes and environment, there isn’t a single person in the world who is a saint, everyone has dark triad tendencies therefore no one is horrible cause it’s normal

 

[WontStopNorwooding]

you are becoming dark triad

 

[Deleted member 11604]

No one is a horrible person legit everyone is controlled by genes and environment, there isn’t a single person in the world who is a saint, everyone has dark triad tendencies therefore no one is horrible cause it’s normal

you are becoming dark triad

I don't care about being dark triad and shit, I just get hyper frustrated by seing the way I see the world, it's not wholesome, I need to change or it will literally eat me and my mental sanity alive, I'm not made to thinks like this, I'm naturally bluepilled it's in my genes, and these tendencies I have are going against my genes, and my body make me notice it, I need to find a way to find a middle between the bluepill and the blackpilll, I need to stop believing these things about some races inferiority, and some sexes inferiority, I need to compromise.
Is there any ideology out there who isn't racist or mysogine but not completely delusional?
Can I still being realistic about the world, and still being successful about the dating market, and still see everyone as equal?

 

[Deleted member 5802]

I don't care about being dark triad and shit, I just get hyper frustrated by seing the way I see the world, it's not wholesome, I need to change or it will literally eat me and my mental sanity alive, I'm not made to thinks like this, I'm naturally bluepilled it's in my genes, and these tendencies I have are going against my genes, and my body make me notice it, I need to find a way to find a middle between the bluepill and the blackpilll, I need to stop believing these things about some races inferiority, and some sexes inferiority, I need to compromise.
Is there any ideology out there who isn't racist or mysogine but not completely delusional?
Can I still being realistic about the world, and still being successful about the dating market, and still see everyone as equal?

Honestly you should just delete your account and move on

 

[Mansea]

I don't care about being dark triad and shit, I just get hyper frustrated by seing the way I see the world, it's not wholesome, I need to change or it will literally eat me and my mental sanity alive, I'm not made to thinks like this, I'm naturally bluepilled it's in my genes, and these tendencies I have are going against my genes, and my body make me notice it, I need to find a way to find a middle between the bluepill and the blackpilll, I need to stop believing these things about some races inferiority, and some sexes inferiority, I need to compromise.
Is there any ideology out there who isn't racist or mysogine but not completely delusional?
Can I still being realistic about the world, and still being successful about the dating market, and still see everyone as equal?

Embrace the chaos , in nature there are no rules bro. Kill or be killed , morals dont exist. We've been made to believe whats right and wrong when in reality that doesnt exist in nature. We basically wear masks at all times because of this.

 

[ProAcktiv]

Is there any ideology out there who isn't racist or mysogine but not completely delusional?

Just make it yourself lol. Take the good, true parts of this ideology and leave the rest.

Very few people here believe in the extreme blackpill anyway. Everyone interprets it in a way that they think is more accurate

 

[Entschuldigung]

>>> I don't think like normies I must be very wrong

 

[lonelycurry]

live in the woods

Before being blackpilled, I was a sincerly A nice guy, I always been honnest and apreciated people regardless of race sexe and attractiveness. I didn't give a shit about what I looked like. I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

Since I joined this forum in january, I don't think I'm the same person anymore.
I'm becoming something I don't want to be, I don't consider women as equal of men anymore, I hierarchise people regarding their ethnicity and value on the dating market. I don't even consider pedophilia as that much horrible anymore.
I might as well start becoming racist now. I didn't care a lot about what I looked like before, Now I'm constently worrying about my face and my flaws and other people faces and flaws. This forum just reflects how fucked we are as a society, imagine what a normal person thinks if he saw guys posting side pictures of them, its not normal, we are fucked in the head, you're basing your selfworth and confidence in what some random guys in a forum thinks
Something horrible is happening inside of me, And I don't really know how to change that.

I need a detox from this website, I want to become the person I was before. I think I must somewhat forgrt about the blackpill,If I want to become a good person, I don't support my ideas and and I disgust my own self.
If myself from december would see the type of ideology I believe right now He/I would be profoundly disgusted. I'm weaker than I have ever been mentally, and probably phisically.
The only real benefice I got from this website is given that I'm a foreigner my english level consequently improved. And I really struggle to make friends so this website is somewhat the only real form of socialisation I've never had since a long time, And I've made good friends here.
But this need to come to an end, I don't want to go furhter in the rabbit hole, I will probably get treated of faggot but I don't care that much, I just needed to vent.

 

[Deleted member 5189]

Morals are subjective

 

[Esteban1997]

same I used to be a nice guy but now life experience changed me into a cold person for some reason

 

[Dorado]

I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

What happened to you is only natural. Once the Just World Fallacy falls apart, your old worldview also falls apart. Now you know people will never be equal, now you know it's in human nature to form hierarchies and it's pointless to fight against it. Now you know your time is better spent climbing up the ranks of the hierarchy rather than pursuing a pipe dream of equality. How can you be a leftist after that?

Only women benefit from pursuing a meaningless dream of equality, because their value is already guaranteed from the start. Women can give life, and that's all society expects from them. They don't need a job, they don't need to be successful, if they want they can, but that's just a lifestyle choice, not a necessity. So they spend their time virtue signaling to each other, it's just a meaningless timepass for those who have nothing to worry about. As a man, there's absolutely no benefit in joining in. You need to earn your value, being a "good person" means nothing. They will praise the men who join in their virtue signaling discourses, but they will turn around and date the men who actually bring real value to the table.

 

[court monarch777]

I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

in short you were a fag friend of women

 

[Deleted member 13137]

0

 

[randomvanish]

you are a horrible person op

 

[oldcelloser]

Before being blackpilled, I was a sincerly A nice guy, I always been honnest and apreciated people regardless of race sexe and attractiveness. I didn't give a shit about what I looked like. I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

Since I joined this forum in january, I don't think I'm the same person anymore.
I'm becoming something I don't want to be, I don't consider women as equal of men anymore, I hierarchise people regarding their ethnicity and value on the dating market. I don't even consider pedophilia as that much horrible anymore.
I might as well start becoming racist now. I didn't care a lot about what I looked like before, Now I'm constently worrying about my face and my flaws and other people faces and flaws. This forum just reflects how fucked we are as a society, imagine what a normal person thinks if he saw guys posting side pictures of them, its not normal, we are fucked in the head, you're basing your selfworth and confidence in what some random guys in a forum thinks
Something horrible is happening inside of me, And I don't really know how to change that.

I need a detox from this website, I want to become the person I was before. I think I must somewhat forgrt about the blackpill,If I want to become a good person, I don't support my ideas and and I disgust my own self.
If myself from december would see the type of ideology I believe right now He/I would be profoundly disgusted. I'm weaker than I have ever been mentally, and probably phisically.
The only real benefice I got from this website is given that I'm a foreigner my english level consequently improved. And I really struggle to make friends so this website is somewhat the only real form of socialisation I've never had since a long time, And I've made good friends here.
But this need to come to an end, I don't want to go furhter in the rabbit hole, I will probably get treated of faggot but I don't care that much, I just needed to vent.

 

[Beetlejuice]

Morals are subjective

 

[Deleted member 12270]

Before being blackpilled, I was a sincerly A nice guy, I always been honnest and apreciated people regardless of race sexe and attractiveness. I didn't give a shit about what I looked like. I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

Since I joined this forum in january, I don't think I'm the same person anymore.
I'm becoming something I don't want to be, I don't consider women as equal of men anymore, I hierarchise people regarding their ethnicity and value on the dating market. I don't even consider pedophilia as that much horrible anymore.
I might as well start becoming racist now. I didn't care a lot about what I looked like before, Now I'm constently worrying about my face and my flaws and other people faces and flaws. This forum just reflects how fucked we are as a society, imagine what a normal person thinks if he saw guys posting side pictures of them, its not normal, we are fucked in the head, you're basing your selfworth and confidence in what some random guys in a forum thinks
Something horrible is happening inside of me, And I don't really know how to change that.

I need a detox from this website, I want to become the person I was before. I think I must somewhat forgrt about the blackpill,If I want to become a good person, I don't support my ideas and and I disgust my own self.
If myself from december would see the type of ideology I believe right now He/I would be profoundly disgusted. I'm weaker than I have ever been mentally, and probably phisically.
The only real benefice I got from this website is given that I'm a foreigner my english level consequently improved. And I really struggle to make friends so this website is somewhat the only real form of socialisation I've never had since a long time, And I've made good friends here.
But this need to come to an end, I don't want to go furhter in the rabbit hole, I will probably get treated of faggot but I don't care that much, I just needed to vent.

See yo tomorrow.

But honestly is better that you don’t come back once you leave. Just get the info you need to fix your flaws and leave. Everything about looksmaxxing has already been posted.

Further engaging with people in this forum is a slippery slope with no end, I remain here because I see it as my social media I have no social life other than this

 

[Deleted member 8853]

Before being blackpilled, I was a sincerly A nice guy, I always been honnest and apreciated people regardless of race sexe and attractiveness. I didn't give a shit about what I looked like. I was problably from the left politically and believed in women rights to be free of their sexualities.

Since I joined this forum in january, I don't think I'm the same person anymore.
I'm becoming something I don't want to be, I don't consider women as equal of men anymore, I hierarchise people regarding their ethnicity and value on the dating market. I don't even consider pedophilia as that much horrible anymore.
I might as well start becoming racist now. I didn't care a lot about what I looked like before, Now I'm constently worrying about my face and my flaws and other people faces and flaws. This forum just reflects how fucked we are as a society, imagine what a normal person thinks if he saw guys posting side pictures of them, its not normal, we are fucked in the head, you're basing your selfworth and confidence in what some random guys in a forum thinks
Something horrible is happening inside of me, And I don't really know how to change that.

I need a detox from this website, I want to become the person I was before. I think I must somewhat forgrt about the blackpill,If I want to become a good person, I don't support my ideas and and I disgust my own self.
If myself from december would see the type of ideology I believe right now He/I would be profoundly disgusted. I'm weaker than I have ever been mentally, and probably phisically.
The only real benefice I got from this website is given that I'm a foreigner my english level consequently improved. And I really struggle to make friends so this website is somewhat the only real form of socialisation I've never had since a long time, And I've made good friends here.
But this need to come to an end, I don't want to go furhter in the rabbit hole, I will probably get treated of faggot but I don't care that much, I just needed to vent.

Nigga once you go black you never go back

 

[Deleted member 11604]

See yo tomorrow.

But honestly is better that you don’t come back once you leave. Just get the info you need to fix your flaws and leave. Everything about looksmaxxing has already been posted.

Further engaging with people in this forum is a slippery slope with no end, I remain here because I see it as my social media I have no social life other than this

I've no social life either tbh,
it's going a lil better since I started the thread I'm less toxic, I just browse here because it's funny, and I've friends here.
i don't believe in most of the toxic backpill ideologies now.
I may delete my account if I make some friend to hang out IRL tho.

 

[Deleted member 12270]

I've no social life either tbh,
it's going a lil better since I started the thread I'm less toxic, I just browse here because it's funny, and I've friends here.
i don't believe in most of the toxic backpill ideologies now.
I may delete my account if I make some friend to hang out IRL tho.

Hopefully everything goes well

 

[AutisticBeaner]

tbh this site made me a bit racist but i dont think its that big of a deal