I think I’m depressed

[Vermilioncore]

There’s this weird feeling I have that doesn’t go away. It’s there whether I’m “happy” or “sad”. I’ve never been depressed but I think I finally am. The cause of it is my awareness. I’m too aware, afraid, and anxious. I know that there are things that are out of my hand. So in a way I’ve surrendered to the immutable force of destiny.

And I cry. I knew she had lied.

 

[Carbine]

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