I think I’m developing schizophrenia

[Charisma]

Lately, I’ve started doing some bad habits like smoking weed every night / every second night, drinking just as often, staying up late (it’s 4am right now) and tonight while I was hanging with my friends I got high and thought that all of them are plotting on me and are hired actors to observe my behaviour. I thought about how impossible it is that they are also full humans with complex personalities, feelings and thoughts, I can’t grasp the idea that everyone is living their own life.

I am genuinely scared, if anyone went through something similar lmk

 

[egyptianKang]

don't do drugs

 

[maarda]

Go to a therapist

 

[Charisma]

don't do drugs

I made a promise to myself that I’m stopping after tonight
I will see if I actually do

 

[Charisma]

Go to a therapist

I’m not able to rn due to some circumstances

 

[Charisma]

Up

 

[maarda]

I’m not able to rn due to some circumstances

if you can't see a professional, stay connected with people who can offer support. Isolation can worsen feelings of paranoia

 

[Nick.Harte]

Book a consultation with Rehab Room asap

 

[Charisma]

if you can't see a professional, stay connected with people who can offer support. Isolation can worsen feelings of paranoia

All my family is back home in Europe and now I’m in americuckstan, met new people, cultural and environmental shock, exposure to weed that I never smoked back home (once every 4 or 5 months), different mindsets
I am also changing as a person very rapidly, I don’t like who I’m becoming

 

[Imretarded?]

Lately, I’ve started doing some bad habits like smoking weed every night / every second night, drinking just as often, staying up late (it’s 4am right now) and tonight while I was hanging with my friends I got high and thought that all of them are plotting on me and are hired actors to observe my behaviour.

I am genuinely scared, if anyone went through something similar lmk

Weed can often give these effects especially altered weed that has crazy high THC in them.

Give it a few week break.

 

[Charisma]

Weed can often give these effects especially altered weed that has crazy high THC in them.

Give it a few week break.

Alright, I will try and stop it altogether, peer pressure is pretty high though but maybe I’ll go back to looksmaxxing and invest my time in it

 

[futureashtray]

Don’t do drugs

 

[nigtard]

You can't get schizo from smoking, thats just psychosis.Schizo is when you have been paranoid all your life,back when I was younger I never slept because I kept hearing voices talking to me telling me that they were going to kill me

 

[MasterEscapist]

Lately, I’ve started doing some bad habits like smoking weed every night / every second night, drinking just as often, staying up late (it’s 4am right now) and tonight while I was hanging with my friends I got high and thought that all of them are plotting on me and are hired actors to observe my behaviour.

I am genuinely scared, if anyone went through something similar lmk

Please be careful with weed, it’s gotten crazy potent over the years. This sounds like cannabis induced psychosis but if you really want to be rule out schizophrenia, get yourself to a psychiatrist. Keep us updated.

 

[Charisma]

Don’t do drugs

I have roommates that smoke every night, americans are very much different than people in europe are, this is all affecting my mental well being I feel like…

Alright, I will try and stop it altogether, peer pressure is pretty high though but maybe I’ll go back to looksmaxxing and invest my time in it

 

[chrisN]

its probably spice not weed

 

[Imretarded?]

Alright, I will try and stop it altogether, peer pressure is pretty high though but maybe I’ll go back to looksmaxxing and invest my time in it

just tell them you're having bad side effects and you'll take a break for a bit.

Be safe bhai

 

[Charisma]

You can't get schizo from smoking, thats just psychosis.Schizo is when you have been paranoid all your life,back when I was younger I never slept because I kept hearing voices talking to me telling me that they were going to kill me

This is very reassuring, thank you

 

[maarda]

All my family is back home in Europe and now I’m in americuckstan, met new people, cultural and environmental shock, exposure to weed that I never smoked back home (once every 4 or 5 months), different mindsets
I am also changing as a person very rapidly, I don’t like who I’m becoming

Maybe you can find someone from your own country in social media groups. I've never experienced anything like this before so I might have given shitty advice

 

[Charisma]

Please be careful with weed, it’s gotten crazy potent over the years. This sounds like cannabis induced psychosis but if you really want to be rule out schizophrenia, get yourself to a psychiatrist. Keep us updated.

How high or low do you think the percentage is that my mind is fucked?

This is not only a “thing” that happened tonight and that scared me. I go on a walk here and I feel like I’m dissociating, I look st people and think about how their life is and how they have an identity of their own, how they built up a life from scratch just like me, how everybody is so complex and has their own thoughts and feelings, then as a way of coping I either become narcissistic or I go quiet

Other people and their sheer existence trip me the fuck out

 

[TechnoBoss]

You're normal bro. Smoking weed makes me feel paranoid too, now. Stop smoking this GMO garbage. Weed isn't the same weed it was 10-15 years ago.

 

[Charisma]

You're normal bro. Smoking weed makes me feel paranoid too, now. Stop smoking this GMO garbage. Weed isn't the same weed it was 10-15 years ago.

I’m definitely stopping

 

[Charisma]

Also have history of schizophrenia on my mother’s side

 

[Charisma]

@Xangsane

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

why are you typing this here?

don't you know the forum is actively monitored by several government agencies ?

 

[Rea]

i don't think you are

 

[Rea]

i don't think you are

you didn't read the thread faggot

 

[MoggerGaston]

just normal effects of drugs, have nothing to do with shizophrenia buddyboyo

u have no clue what ur talking about

 

[Charisma]

just normal effects of drugs, have nothing to do with shizophrenia buddyboyo

u have no clue what ur talking about

When you say “nobody is safe from me”, are you trying to say that you’re bisexual?

 

[MoggerGaston]

When you say “nobody is safe from me”, are you trying to say that you’re bisexual?

it means i will destroy everyone in my path

 

[MasterEscapist]

How high or low do you think the percentage is that my mind is fucked?

This is not only a “thing” that happened tonight and that scared me. I go on a walk here and I feel like I’m dissociating, I look st people and think about how their life is and how they have an identity of their own, how they built up a life from scratch just like me, how everybody is so complex and has their own thoughts and feelings, then as a way of coping I either become narcissistic or I go quiet

Other people and their sheer existence trip me the fuck out

Wow, I feel the same exact way with regards to all the people out their having their own personas/feelings, it does unsettle me.

As for how high the percentages are, I have no idea. I think you should taper off the weed.

 

[ramirezfanboy]

a schizo person wouldnt be this self aware,you would be more like @_MVP_ a complete freak who writes to himelf in the most schizo way possible,look at his threads for lifefuel

 

[shia.jihadist]

if you are homosexual then you deserve it

 

[Charisma]

Wow, I feel the same exact way with regards to all the people out their having their own personas/feelings, it does unsettle me.

As for how high the percentages are, I have no idea. I think you should taper off the weed.

a schizo person wouldnt be this self aware,you would be more like @_MVP_ a complete freak who writes to himelf in the most schizo way possible,look at his threads for lifefuel

I feel better today but still kinda withdrawn, I will quit smoking cold turkey, fuck weed

 

[AutisticGymcel]

You just had a bad high. Also quit smoking marijuana. It can increase the risk of developing psyshcosis/schizophrenia if you are genetically prone to it.