I think it’s over | 20 years old

[alcoholicToad]

Had my brain activity levels measured by a professional (with a top-of-the-line biofeedback machine) and they are apparently extremely low (chronically), like to the point where it’s fucking autistic.

It’s insane because I had my IQ tested professionally and my mathematical ability is well above the average.

Somehow my brain is only partially retarded, what do I do? This actually kind of explains a lot, I’ve never been able to hold down a job and people always thought I was weird.

 

[theovercel]

over before it began mentalcel curse

 

[alcoholicToad]

over before it began mentalcel curse

How I ended up here?

Kind of explains a lot like I said, at least I’m not low IQ though

If I were low IQ I’d rope

 

[theovercel]

How I ended up here?

Kind of explains a lot like I said, at least I’m not low IQ though

If I were low IQ I’d rope

Don’t worry I’m a mental cell too I’m weird and shit I’m in a special class and people think low of me

 

[alcoholicToad]

Don’t worry I’m a mental cell too I’m weird and shit I’m in a special class and people think low of me

I’m not even in uni or highschool anymore, but yeah I could never figure out why people always thought I was weird/unlikable.

I guess I could mask-max though, just pretend like I’m some hyper-NT guy.

 

[theovercel]

I’m not even in uni or highschool anymore, but yeah I could never figure out why people always thought I was weird/unlikable.

I guess I could mask-max though, just pretend like I’m some hyper-NT guy.

Life is brutal for us, people think I’m weird or a dickhead and my own mum doesn’t see me as normal, always had no public filter get called dickhead everywhere or dumb cunt

 

[alcoholicToad]

Life is brutal for us, people think I’m weird or a dickhead and my own mum doesn’t see me as normal, always had no public filter get called dickhead everywhere or dumb cunt

How old are you?

Over the last 2-3 years I’ve just convinced myself that I don’t care anymore which has seemed to kind of work.

I would advise you to resist the temptation to think of yourself as a victim though, it’s very hard to grow that way and it can easily become a cycle that reinforces itself.

 

[FaceandBBC]

My brain is so fried and deep in the gutter that I don't even care anymore.

 

[theovercel]

How old are you?

Over the last 2-3 years I’ve just convinced myself that I don’t care anymore which has seemed to kind of work.

I would advise you to resist the temptation to think of yourself as a victim though, it’s very hard to grow that way and it can easily become a cycle that reinforces itself.

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