I think my perception of time has withered strongly.

[InanimatePragmatist]

It has been a good few years since I was blue pilled and younger, back when I can still stay up a whole damn night and still be motivated to continue the next day in school. It was odd, even back then I was somewhat blackpilled by nihilism and all but it never fully reached me mentally until reality slapped me a good few hard times. It has been three short and barely memorable years that have passed since. Everything moved on, yet I am, am. I still am. Maybe this is just how one mentally matures or maybe I am just growing apathetic to life itself. I know my genetic value, I have never been treated ill or false by any woman in my life yet, I had personal connections once and I never had issues with socialising with people. What if I was just mentally ill the whole time? What can I do about it? I have reached too far, I know too much to just step down back to normality.

How do you all cope with time? Lost time mostly. I lost all my time.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i cant cope anymore thats the problem its been almost 6 years since I was bluepilled. Havent been bluepilled since 12 and its been over since then

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

i cant cope anymore thats the problem its been almost 6 years since I was bluepilled. Havent been bluepilled since 12 and its been over since then

I have not since 16. I have never been the same. I would say for the worse at this point.

 

[ToryToad]

I cope with org ,food,sleep,video games

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I have not since 16. I have never been the same. I would say for the worse at this point.

Thats what im saying man. It never gets better when you discover it

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Thats what im saying man. It never gets better when you discover it

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