I think this forum might have negatively affect me in a very specific way ...

[AlexAP]

So I'm half German and half Latino, this was never a problem for me, I never had any issues with my identity. But being in this forum has lead me to feel weird about it, and now I think I feel kinda alienated from most pure Germans.

I notice this because I feel more comfortable with people who look more close to me (dark hair) than pure Germans, especially when they're male. It feels like I can't relate to them at all, like they are from a completely different society with different experiences and different values, despite me living in Germany since a kid and never feeling that way before. I made vacations in Spain last year and it felt much more like "home" than here, despite me not being a Spaniard. I think I officially have an identity crisis.

Well, to quote from a famous movie: "Race-baiting is baggage. Life's too short to be race-baiting all the time. It's just not worth it." Please listen to me, folks.

 

[Underdog9494]

Leave

 

[Yliaster]

What breed of Latino are you ?

 

[AlexAP]

What breed of Latino are you ?

My father is mestizo, my mother pure German. I look white with dark hair, many guess I'm South European.

 

[psychomandible]

Phenotypic blood memory

 

[AlexAP]

Leave

Probably gonna do at some point.

Honestly I feel like I want to cry when I write this, but I have so many bad memories that happened in this country that it might be better to start new somewhere else.

 

[Vincent Freeman]

yeah never was your identity problem. You just said several times that on the street they think you are an Arab refugee. lmao

 

[Underdog9494]

Probably gonna do at some point.

Honestly I feel like I want to cry when I write this, but I have so many bad memories that happened in this country that it might be better to start new somewhere else.

Lmao nigga i meant the forum

 

[Reckless Turtle]

The good news is that @Vincent Freeman has returned to provide you with important feedback.

 

[AlexAP]

Lmao nigga i meant the forum

Brutal that I misunderstood you.

 

[Rex456]

Ever since i found this forum I avoid eye contact with friends and family because i dont like that i automatically start analysing their face

 

[Underdog9494]

Ever since i found this forum I avoid eye contact with friends and family because i dont like that i automatically start analysing their face

Greycel tales

 

[Rex456]

Greycel tales

Dont judge me for my color