NoLongerHuman
Mine has been a life of much shame
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TLDR; a girl, exactly my type, willlingly came and sat with me with her starting the conversation. I've never interacted with this girl. I am in an absolute state of bewilderment because it seems like this should be an IOI but I refuse to believe it
I was sitting at the college cafe, waiting for an order for waffles. At this point, I wasn't expecting anymore socialization, so I kinda tuned out and just waited for my order while browsing .org (jfl). Unexpectedly, this girl, who's in the same course with me, whom I've never interacted with before, comes up and asks if there was anyone sitting at the table I was sitting at, to which I replied no and she can sit if she wanted to. Now, there were other empty tables around, so I was confused by this. I'd also like to mention that she's probably a HTB here in muh motherlands, and is exactly my type.
She then sat in front of me, asking if I was waiting for waffles as well, and mentioned how she had bought waffles too, but wanted someone to accompany her. And so, I was even more confused on what was happening and was about to go full autism; not intending to talk to her, but I made myself to keep the convo going.
She asked if I was an international student jfl. For context, two weeks before that, my group did a presentation during a lecture, and when I spoke, I kinda stood out, because I talk in an American accent, especially since most students there have such horrendous proficiency in English. And so yada yada, talking.
And I actually kinda enjoyed talking to her, because she didn't seem like the usual retarded foids that spout low iq statements.
It was time to leave, and so I did the usual routine of asking for her socials, and to my ABSOLUTE surprise, she did NOT have instagram, or any social media for the most part JFL. I did my research and it's true she really didn't. She even went "Ohh, most people think I'm lying but I don't have instagram", but she offered her telegram (jfl, because she said she was afraid a phone number would be too personal, and i was kinda wanting to leave so i was like "oh yeah a bit too personal haha").
So yeah, I'm pretty much just studying this like an autist, wondering what was the whole purpose of such interaction to occur. And yeah, I know I'm being autistic about this because I stopped believing that anyone would be interested in me, which is why I want to debunk this interaction, contrary to what my close friends are saying. Jfl they're saying im being retarded and thinking too much, but I just find it impossible that this interaction was meant as an approach.
My possible theories is that she just wants to be friends or sum shit tbh, or this might be an evil prank foids like to do.
What do you guys think tbh? I know how autistic this is, I can assure you, out there, I just seem like an ordinary guy and people do think I'm normal. I do talk with girls normally, but I've never thought of the idea of slaying because I don't think anyone would reciprocate, and I'd go into another bullshit emotional turmoil. But this girl, is slowly causing the feeling of limerence to emerge again, so I want some blackpill perspective on this.
I was sitting at the college cafe, waiting for an order for waffles. At this point, I wasn't expecting anymore socialization, so I kinda tuned out and just waited for my order while browsing .org (jfl). Unexpectedly, this girl, who's in the same course with me, whom I've never interacted with before, comes up and asks if there was anyone sitting at the table I was sitting at, to which I replied no and she can sit if she wanted to. Now, there were other empty tables around, so I was confused by this. I'd also like to mention that she's probably a HTB here in muh motherlands, and is exactly my type.
She then sat in front of me, asking if I was waiting for waffles as well, and mentioned how she had bought waffles too, but wanted someone to accompany her. And so, I was even more confused on what was happening and was about to go full autism; not intending to talk to her, but I made myself to keep the convo going.
She asked if I was an international student jfl. For context, two weeks before that, my group did a presentation during a lecture, and when I spoke, I kinda stood out, because I talk in an American accent, especially since most students there have such horrendous proficiency in English. And so yada yada, talking.
And I actually kinda enjoyed talking to her, because she didn't seem like the usual retarded foids that spout low iq statements.
It was time to leave, and so I did the usual routine of asking for her socials, and to my ABSOLUTE surprise, she did NOT have instagram, or any social media for the most part JFL. I did my research and it's true she really didn't. She even went "Ohh, most people think I'm lying but I don't have instagram", but she offered her telegram (jfl, because she said she was afraid a phone number would be too personal, and i was kinda wanting to leave so i was like "oh yeah a bit too personal haha").
So yeah, I'm pretty much just studying this like an autist, wondering what was the whole purpose of such interaction to occur. And yeah, I know I'm being autistic about this because I stopped believing that anyone would be interested in me, which is why I want to debunk this interaction, contrary to what my close friends are saying. Jfl they're saying im being retarded and thinking too much, but I just find it impossible that this interaction was meant as an approach.
My possible theories is that she just wants to be friends or sum shit tbh, or this might be an evil prank foids like to do.
What do you guys think tbh? I know how autistic this is, I can assure you, out there, I just seem like an ordinary guy and people do think I'm normal. I do talk with girls normally, but I've never thought of the idea of slaying because I don't think anyone would reciprocate, and I'd go into another bullshit emotional turmoil. But this girl, is slowly causing the feeling of limerence to emerge again, so I want some blackpill perspective on this.
