I thoroughly enjoy thinking about my own suicide

[AbandonShip]

How everyone who knows me will cry for me, and feel sympathy towards me.
I would become a legend if i committed suicide. I would be worshipped by masses.

 

[fukmylyf]

did u try those deliriants u were asking about?

 

[Tony]

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 

[AbandonShip]

did u try those deliriants u were asking about?

I am too much of a pussy. I dont want to get lifelong ptsd and schizophrenia. But a part of me wants to experience it.
Its so weird

 

[fukmylyf]

ur already a legend. Don't rope bro

 

[AbandonShip]

ur already a legend. Don't rope bro

I am not gonna rope lol. I am too narcy and self centred. It's just a fantasy that i thoroughly enjoy daydreaming about

 

[Tony]

I am not gonna rope lol. I am too narcy and self centred. It's just a fantasy that i thoroughly enjoy daydreaming about

i fukked the frog in the 4sssss

 

[stuckneworleans]

Me too man

 

[Deleted member 110]

Aside from your close family, people tend to forget in about 2 weeks or so

 

[AbandonShip]

Aside from your close family, people tend to forget in about 2 weeks or so

I want my close family to cry for me

 

[Deleted member 110]

I want my close family to cry for me

They will and soon after they will think about what they possibly did wrong and will look for answers.
Its best to leave no sui note.

 

[fukmylyf]

I want my close family to cry for me

tbh it's very validating

 

[Tony]

tbh it's very validating

keep fucking condom u filthy frog

 

[fukmylyf]

keep fucking condom u filthy frog

keep stretching ur foreskin

 

[AbandonShip]

They will and soon after they will think about what they possibly did wrong and will look for answers.
Its best to leave no sui note.

I derive a preverted pleasure by imagining their suffering and pain.

 

[Gazzamogga]

everyone would virtue signal and pretend to care until you're forgotten about a week later

 

[Deleted member 3702]

when you stop modafinil.

 

[AbandonShip]

everyone would virtue signal and pretend to care until you're forgotten about a week later

Your mom would deeply regret it tho

 

[Black Pill Prophet]

Become a saint

 

[MusicMaxxingMidget]

Low T if you wanna kill yourself instead of 3Rmaxxing

 

[Deleted member 5927]

How everyone who knows me will cry for me, and feel sympathy towards me.
I would become a legend if i committed suicide. I would be worshipped by masses.

I thought about it too. I realized something, it's not the thought of killing yourself you enjoy, it's the thought of people finally understanding how you feel, people finally caring about you, and actually thinking of you, that's what makes you feel good inside.

My life is utter shit. My entire childhood I've basically raised myself. All I have is myself, and since I'm not attractive and low status/poor I have no family, few friends from lack of social experience growing up by myself in the woods, it's literally just me. I've never been loved and it hurts me to think someone might actually care about me, but only if I roped.