nsk4ll
a delusion a day keeps the rope away
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i wish i was never born at all, i was brought to this world just to be frowned upon and be judged, i am just an experiment in my family's eyes and i have absolutely no friends and didnt have any in last 3 years. i have never had a girlfriend. i am ridiculed by other people and never taken seriously, i am so decent yet everybody denied me a life, my life is utterly meaningless and devoid of any purpose, i cant keep up living like this. i always tried to force myself into thinking i have some kind of purpose in this world and i matter but it is all just a delusion. i cant cope with anything either. i feel nothing except for envy, hatred and sadness. i have no hobbies and i spend my life in my room while all my classmates and peers enjoy their lives with their friends in beach and malls. It is unfathomably unfair, i need that, i deserve that not them. i am such a decent human being yet men befriend those brutes and women mate with those disgusting men but not me. they all made me feel alone and i hate them for it. they get away with it, living in complete ignorance, ignoring the damage all of them did to me and it is very unjust they easily get away with it. all of them are at fault for making my life so miserable.