I truly cant take it anymore

nsk4ll

nsk4ll

a delusion a day keeps the rope away
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i wish i was never born at all, i was brought to this world just to be frowned upon and be judged, i am just an experiment in my family's eyes and i have absolutely no friends and didnt have any in last 3 years. i have never had a girlfriend. i am ridiculed by other people and never taken seriously, i am so decent yet everybody denied me a life, my life is utterly meaningless and devoid of any purpose, i cant keep up living like this. i always tried to force myself into thinking i have some kind of purpose in this world and i matter but it is all just a delusion. i cant cope with anything either. i feel nothing except for envy, hatred and sadness. i have no hobbies and i spend my life in my room while all my classmates and peers enjoy their lives with their friends in beach and malls. It is unfathomably unfair, i need that, i deserve that not them. i am such a decent human being yet men befriend those brutes and women mate with those disgusting men but not me. they all made me feel alone and i hate them for it. they get away with it, living in complete ignorance, ignoring the damage all of them did to me and it is very unjust they easily get away with it. all of them are at fault for making my life so miserable.
 
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fuck I refuse to shower and it ruined my life
 
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I hope it gets better for you twin remember you're not alone in this
 
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I hope it gets better for you twin remember you're not alone in this
yeah i hope it gets better but it never gets better, i thought this way for 2 years and it just made my expectations high and when those expectations didnt become reality i just felt even more miserable
 
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yeah i hope it gets better but it never gets better, i thought this way for 2 years and it just made my expectations high and when those expectations didnt become reality i just felt even more miserable
Find a gf who love you you will get better mentally
 
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i wish i was never born at all, i was brought to this world just to be frowned upon and be judged, i am just an experiment in my family's eyes and i have absolutely no friends and didnt have any in last 3 years. i have never had a girlfriend. i am ridiculed by other people and never taken seriously, i am so decent yet everybody denied me a life, my life is utterly meaningless and devoid of any purpose, i cant keep up living like this. i always tried to force myself into thinking i have some kind of purpose in this world and i matter but it is all just a delusion. i cant cope with anything either. i feel nothing except for envy, hatred and sadness. i have no hobbies and i spend my life in my room while all my classmates and peers enjoy their lives with their friends in beach and malls. It is unfathomably unfair, i need that, i deserve that not them. i am such a decent human being yet men befriend those brutes and women mate with those disgusting men but not me. they all made me feel alone and i hate them for it. they get away with it, living in complete ignorance, ignoring the damage all of them did to me and it is very unjust they easily get away with it. all of them are at fault for making my life so miserable.
hey there just to remind you that i was like that before starting going to training camps ( MMA,wrestling ) trust me there is more people like you there i made friends,fun and regained my confidence after going there. if you do it the same thing i did for sure you will be happy and will not want to kill yourself like reterded sub5
 
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Fuck all women at this point in time
Number one thing to do is find some brahs to do some drugs with
Do some drugs some gambling some clubbing
 
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This one is begging to be used as a patsy.
 
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i wish i was never born at all, i was brought to this world just to be frowned upon and be judged, i am just an experiment in my family's eyes and i have absolutely no friends and didnt have any in last 3 years. i have never had a girlfriend. i am ridiculed by other people and never taken seriously, i am so decent yet everybody denied me a life, my life is utterly meaningless and devoid of any purpose, i cant keep up living like this. i always tried to force myself into thinking i have some kind of purpose in this world and i matter but it is all just a delusion. i cant cope with anything either. i feel nothing except for envy, hatred and sadness. i have no hobbies and i spend my life in my room while all my classmates and peers enjoy their lives with their friends in beach and malls. It is unfathomably unfair, i need that, i deserve that not them. i am such a decent human being yet men befriend those brutes and women mate with those disgusting men but not me. they all made me feel alone and i hate them for it. they get away with it, living in complete ignorance, ignoring the damage all of them did to me and it is very unjust they easily get away with it. all of them are at fault for making my life so miserable.
calm down g. You worry about to many things all at once. Js improve yourself and acend. You are just like clavicular it will get better twin. How old are you?
 
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