I turn 32 in may

[soulless_npc]

body count 1

 

[dictator]

body count 1

at what age did u get that body

 

[soulless_npc]

at what age did u get that body

22

i've been incel for ten years

 

[слон]

to a man with 0 bodies at 30 you seem infinitely more successful, the love of your life might be right around the corner just keep pushing

 

[soulless_npc]

to a man with 0 bodies at 30 you seem infinitely more successful, the love of your life might be right around the corner just keep pushing

thanks I hope the same for you

I feel terrible

 

[слон]

thanks I hope the same for you

I feel terrible

thanks man all love. you shouldnt beat yourself up too much, youre still doing better than 90% of people on this forum, and 100% of the people on .is for example. your time will come again.

after years of thinking it would never happen i got a girlfriend at 16 and were still going strong at 17, im wishing you the same typa success twin

 

[SoundnVision]

Congratulations fella what's your rating

 

[слон]

Congratulations fella what's your rating

me? idk ive never posted my face on here and would prolly never want to, but id rate myself like HLTN-LMTN

 

[subhumantosubhumans]

Keep grinding man keep hustling
Gods got a plan for you
Never get up

 

[soulless_npc]

thanks man all love. you shouldnt beat yourself up too much, youre still doing better than 90% of people on this forum, and 100% of the people on .is for example. your time will come again.

after years of thinking it would never happen i got a girlfriend at 16 and were still going strong at 17, im wishing you the same typa success twin

thanks, nah not really, lots of people way younger than me have had way more sex than I ever will that's what I really can't wrap my head around

Congratulations fella what's your rating

LTN now back then I was like a little kid I was low dimo but obviously somehow had more appeal and was more prettyboy

now I'm just completely average which is why I get nothing

 

[слон]

lots of people way younger than me have had way more sex than I ever will that's what I really can't wrap my head around

i guess so but love and connection is definitely way more important than sex, thats just a pleasant byproduct of forming a connection with someone. love will come to you again

 

[soulless_npc]

i guess so but love and connection is definitely way more important than sex, thats just a pleasant byproduct of forming a connection with someone. love will come to you again

lol I dont know if after everything i've seen and experienced i believe in love. I'll believe it when I see it. people get horny for each other and fuck each other and they call it love when it's infatuation. and they just use each other for validation and resources and shit.

and hustle culture is so fucking demoralizing you have to expend so much effort to get so little in return and I'm never going to be well off or rich and that excludes so much possibility from my life that I am now and have been for the past ten plus years just trapped as a wageslave going from shit job to shit job

if I dont get anything because looks I am definitely not going to get anything not having money

 

[Outlander]

i guess so but love and connection is definitely way more important than sex, thats just a pleasant byproduct of forming a connection with someone. love will come to you again

Nah sex is more important. Can't have love without sex but you can have sex without love

 

[слон]

Can't have love without sex

what about your parents and siblings bro are you fuckin them too

 

[Outlander]

what about your parents and siblings bro are you fuckin them too

No sisters and my mom is very old and not hot, so nah jfl

 

[GuyFromSingapore]

Same. I'll be 36 this year on my birthday.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

body count 1

I turn 31 this year.

Body count: 0.

 

[soulless_npc]

I turn 31 this year.

Body count: 0.

I'm sorry to hear that

It did nothing for my confidence at the time, was sorta just like "that's it?"

But I had low self esteem then and I still do now, mostly because of how I look and because of how 20 year olds sex life mogs me, it has nothing to do with anything else

If you just don't get those experiences at the right age I believe it fucks you up and it's always going to be like trying to turn water into wine as opposed to the guys for who it's effortless

All of my cousins and siblings are married and/or have kids and I'm an incel, I'm an embarrassment to my family name

 

[Lombrosista.]

Over

 

[Nathan Fielder]

I turned 39 in January. It doesn’t get better

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I'm sorry to hear that

It did nothing for my confidence at the time, was sorta just like "that's it?"

But I had low self esteem then and I still do now, mostly because of how I look and because of how 20 year olds sex life mogs me, it has nothing to do with anything else

If you just don't get those experiences at the right age I believe it fucks you up and it's always going to be like trying to turn water into wine as opposed to the guys for who it's effortless

All of my cousins and siblings are married and/or have kids and I'm an incel, I'm an embarrassment to my family name

It’s alright, I am a volcel. But yeah, I don’t know, like… at this point, I don’t really care. I know it’s not the amazing experience that everyone’s hyping it up to be. From what I read, it gives a temporary high and then it’s like… everything turns to normal. I do think that having the right experience at the right age does make all the difference. Like you, I have a negative self-image; I just see myself as someone’s who’s entirely unattractive. And I know anyone who looks at me would agree. I have subtle facial deformities that take away my facial harmony, otherwise I would guess I would have been considered a LTN. I have a couple of siblings and one of them is married, so there’s a lot less pressure on someone like me. Not to mention, I’ve got nothing going on for me. No job, no money, no degree. I went back to college last year and that’s what I’m focusing on. Majoring in Education to become a teacher. Currently doing an internship at a high school.

 

[soulless_npc]

No job, no money, no degree. I went back to college last year and that’s what I’m focusing on. Majoring in Education to become a teacher. Currently doing an internship at a high school.

Good for you though it takes so much effort to be proactive when you have been down for so long, personally I have a lot of depression and always have and it has made me lose interest in everything, the thoughts of loneliness and longing predominate

I have been out of work for a few months now I have to get my shit together, for someone like me there is no option besides wageslaving or returning to school so I can get a better job but that would take another 4 years

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Good for you though it takes so much effort to be proactive when you have been down for so long, personally I have a lot of depression and always have and it has made me lose interest in everything, the thoughts of loneliness and longing predominate

I have been out of work for a few months now I have to get my shit together, for someone like me there is no option besides wageslaving or returning to school so I can get a better job but that would take another 4 years

I feel you. I was very depressed for a long time, nearly ten years. And I’ve been a NEET for ten years before I decided I should get my shit together. I knew I wouldn’t be able to live like this, so I had to make a change and I did. And precisely, for guys like us, there’s no other choice except going back to school to get the degree you need to do the job you want or you just work dead-end jobs to make ends meet.

 

[Light_Cuba]

It’s alright, I am a volcel. But yeah, I don’t know, like… at this point, I don’t really care. I know it’s not the amazing experience that everyone’s hyping it up to be. From what I read, it gives a temporary high and then it’s like… everything turns to normal. I do think that having the right experience at the right age does make all the difference. Like you, I have a negative self-image; I just see myself as someone’s who’s entirely unattractive. And I know anyone who looks at me would agree. I have subtle facial deformities that take away my facial harmony, otherwise I would guess I would have been considered a LTN. I have a couple of siblings and one of them is married, so there’s a lot less pressure on someone like me. Not to mention, I’ve got nothing going on for me. No job, no money, no degree. I went back to college last year and that’s what I’m focusing on. Majoring in Education to become a teacher. Currently doing an internship at a high school.

remember when i used to call u a fakecel and u were denying it
now u accept that u are a not a real incel
how the times have changed

 

[Chance1]

Holy shit

Ur class of 2013

 

[Jason Voorhees]

If that body count is with your wife that is great

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Holy shit

Ur class of 2013

I'm class of 2021 but already feel like an oldcel

 

[Chance1]

I'm class of 2021 but already feel like an oldcel

Class of 2020: we didn’t get a graduation

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Class of 2020: we didn’t get a graduation

You mean graduating out of high school right?

 

[Scandicel]

body count 1

better than 0

 

[Chance1]

You mean graduating out of high school right?

Yes

 

[soulless_npc]

I feel you. I was very depressed for a long time, nearly ten years. And I’ve been a NEET for ten years before I decided I should get my shit together. I knew I wouldn’t be able to live like this, so I had to make a change and I did. And precisely, for guys like us, there’s no other choice except going back to school to get the degree you need to do the job you want or you just work dead-end jobs to make ends meet.

I'm miserable with a job and I'm miserable without a job lol the only difference is with money I can buy weed and escape my shitty life temporarily but that is just a shitty way to live in the end

I can't stop comparing myself to other people and what I should have done and what I should have by this age

If that body count is with your wife that is great

It was just a random girl, I don't think I'm ever going to find a wife if I've been incel for a decade tbh I am so behind in every way

 

[Scandicel]

body count 1

wishing the best of luck to you bro

 

[Societal Reject]

body count 1

Kill yourself sexhaver

 

[soulless_npc]

Kill yourself sexhaver

Probably will tbh

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

remember when i used to call u a fakecel and u were denying it
now u accept that u are a not a real incel
how the times have changed

No, I’m not accepting the idea that I’m a “fakecel,” a fakecel is someone who’s secretly having sex while claiming to be incel. Meanwhile, I’m a volcel because I am someone who isn’t interested in having sex.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I'm miserable with a job and I'm miserable without a job lol the only difference is with money I can buy weed and escape my shitty life temporarily but that is just a shitty way to live in the end

I can't stop comparing myself to other people and what I should have done and what I should have by this age

Well, for what it’s worth… it could always be worse. I’m 30, and I’m a college student in his first year. At least you have (had) jobs. But yeah, you’re only miserable with and without a job because with a job, you’re doing something you don’t like (presumably). Whereas without a job, it’s always going to be miserable because you get a lot of time to do some self-reflection and whatnot.

 

[soulless_npc]

Well, for what it’s worth… it could always be worse. I’m 30, and I’m a college student in his first year. At least you have (had) jobs. But yeah, you’re only miserable with and without a job because with a job, you’re doing something you don’t like (presumably). Whereas without a job, it’s always going to be miserable because you get a lot of time to do some self-reflection and whatnot.

What having jobs proved to me is that you can be be hard working and all that and do everything right and it doesn't seem to influence whether you'll succeed with women or not. I lived with people who didn't have jobs and still had sex and I daresay a lot of people manage to despite not really achieving anything else.

Nothing really replaces raw attraction and that's what I always wanted to feel and have someone feel for me. In lack of that I guess you can compensate with money, and I don't exactly have a choice, but that just feels so empty to me. Idk, I'm disillusioned. I have to get something going for myself and at least try, or otherwise more time goes by and I just continue to feel the same way. Not that I expect to ever be successful.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

What having jobs proved to me is that you can be be hard working and all that and do everything right and it doesn't seem to influence whether you'll succeed with women or not. I lived with people who didn't have jobs and still had sex and I daresay a lot of people manage to despite not really achieving anything else.

Nothing really replaces raw attraction and that's what I always wanted to feel and have someone feel for me. In lack of that I guess you can compensate with money, and I don't exactly have a choice, but that just feels so empty to me. Idk, I'm disillusioned. I have to get something going for myself and at least try, or otherwise more time goes by and I just continue to feel the same way. Not that I expect to ever be successful.

Well yeah, having a job and getting women are two separate things. I mean.. you can technically start dating co-workers but uh, aside from that.. there isn’t really a correlation, or at least there isn’t any in my eyes. That said, raw attraction is something money cannot buy. You need to look good for that, so it all depends on your looks. That’s the only factor at play there. You remind me of those people who get plastic surgery and expect they come out looking as irresistibly attractive, when in reality they don’t get such treatment afterwards and then they get depressed. It’s those expectations that are causing this. Remove those and you might feel better compared to how you’re feeling now.

 

[soulless_npc]

Well yeah, having a job and getting women are two separate things. I mean.. you can technically start dating co-workers but uh, aside from that.. there isn’t really a correlation, or at least there isn’t any in my eyes. That said, raw attraction is something money cannot buy. You need to look good for that, so it all depends on your looks. That’s the only factor at play there. You remind me of those people who get plastic surgery and expect they come out looking as irresistibly attractive, when in reality they don’t get such treatment afterwards and then they get depressed. It’s those expectations that are causing this. Remove those and you might feel better compared to how you’re feeling now.

I've accepted that I'm probably never going to be attractive. If you can believe it, when I was 22 and lost my v card I looked like this

Should be lifefuel because most 22 year olds on this site are far better looking than I was


Now I look like this

And I'm 5'8"

I will never be able to afford the 20-50K surgery that people suggested so short of losing the 20 lbs I gained since being on meds that poisoned my neurochemistry I don't know what else I can do.

I guess some people were meant to have sex and get married and have children and some people like me are good for nothing but work and dying alone

I just can't believe that this is my legacy and that
my entire teens 20s and now early 30s have been spent like this. It's like my genes have been deleted

The red pill take would be stop being a bitch and just grind it out and make money (lol)

I just wonder how far that's actually going to get me as I firmly believe women are attracted to looks and charisma over money when it's just about sex

I'll be working in a warehouse or something again soon most likely, oddly enough I blend in very well, and that's what I kinda hate, I'm just a subhuman loser who has nothing special about me, but when you work shit jobs you're surrounded by people like that so it gives you some perspective.

You're right, it's expectations, and my biggest mistake was ever having high ones as someone who was never anything but average. I severely underestimated what it was going to take to get something fulfilling out of life.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I've accepted that I'm probably never going to be attractive. If you can believe it, when I was 22 and lost my v card I looked like this
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Should be lifefuel because most 22 year olds on this site are far better looking than I was


Now I look like this
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And I'm 5'8"

I will never be able to afford the 20-50K surgery that people suggested so short of losing the 20 lbs I gained since being on meds that poisoned my neurochemistry I don't know what else I can do.

I guess some people were meant to have sex and get married and have children and some people like me are good for nothing but work and dying alone

I just can't believe that this is my legacy and that
my entire teens 20s and now early 30s have been spent like this. It's like my genes have been deleted

The red pill take would be stop being a bitch and just grind it out and make money (lol)

I just wonder how far that's actually going to get me as I firmly believe women are attracted to looks and charisma over money when it's just about sex

I'll be working in a warehouse or something again soon most likely, oddly enough I blend in very well, and that's what I kinda hate, I'm just a subhuman loser who has nothing special about me, but when you work shit jobs you're surrounded by people like that so it gives you some perspective.

You're right, it's expectations, and my biggest mistake was ever having high ones as someone who was never anything but average. I severely underestimated what it was going to take to get something fulfilling out of life.

Dude, you looked good at 22. Not many guys can pull off short hair like that. You’re still blessed to have a head full of hair, you don’t look bad at all, and you’ve aged quite gracefully. I will PM you in a bit, I will finish my cup of chai first as I’m typing with one hand right now.

 

[suub2incel]

I feel you. I was very depressed for a long time, nearly ten years. And I’ve been a NEET for ten years before I decided I should get my shit together. I knew I wouldn’t be able to live like this, so I had to make a change and I did. And precisely, for guys like us, there’s no other choice except going back to school to get the degree you need to do the job you want or you just work dead-end jobs to make ends meet.

may i ask why u choose for this path someone who i feel like has a lot of knowledge about lookism esp in social settings like a teacher

why be this creepy teacher ? why not embrece the loneliness and just go live somewhere alone in the mountains you realy feel like this job will make anything better im still in skl myself and have this sub5 teacher hes nice really passionate but is a incel as well

all his coworkers talk bad behind his back even to students they have no remorse for the fact of how ugly he is i feel bad for the guy all alone in a simple studio and for what he gets so mad and upset if things dont go well cause this is his only hold on

like its genuinly so brutal how bad he gets mocked by class mates and co workers

 

[suub2incel]

Good for you though it takes so much effort to be proactive when you have been down for so long, personally I have a lot of depression and always have and it has made me lose interest in everything, the thoughts of loneliness and longing predominate

I have been out of work for a few months now I have to get my shit together, for someone like me there is no option besides wageslaving or returning to school so I can get a better job but that would take another 4 years

i kinda wanne ask the same question why not just accept ur faith and be alone in the mountains

you know how the world will treat u is wageslaving truely what you desire?

Does it really seem like ur best path in life

 

[soulless_npc]

you know how the world will treat u is wageslaving truely what you desire?

It's not what I want to do no but as far as I can tell if you don't play by the rules you are ejected from society, society is not very forgiving to people who don't contribute to it.

 

[stonecold trucel]

hell yeah

 

[LTNUser]

Keep grinding man keep hustling
Gods got a plan for you
Never get up

Rotting is the only way for some genetic failures(not directed to OP) on here to keep their sanity intact

Meeks was put into jail and was later
bailed soon
If god was real he wouldn't be so partial

 

[subhumantosubhumans]

Rotting is the only way for some genetic failures(not directed to OP) on here to keep their sanity intact

Meeks was put into jail and was later
bailed soon
If god was real he wouldn't be so partial

there's no reason for you to do anything productive as a subhuman, i agree.
if you were meant to win, you will win. Simple as that.
even hard work is tied to genetic traits related to the reward system in your brain

 

[SexMoneyDrugs]

20 with like a 40+ body count, have any of you considered tinder? its pretty easy over there ngl, especially if you live in a big city

 

[eyecelforlife]

20 with like a 40+ body count, have any of you considered tinder? its pretty easy over there ngl, especially if you live in a big city

You’re a fucking retard bitch. Highest form of hypergamy is dating apps there’s a billion studies on it

 

[SexMoneyDrugs]

You’re a fucking retard bitch. Highest form of hypergamy is dating apps there’s a billion studies on it

cope