I turn everyone I interact with into an enemy

[Napoleon1800]

Ever since literally the start of my life, I have always made nearly anyone who’s interacted with me literally despise me. Hate my guts. And I have no fucking idea why. I remember when I was a little kid, half of the kids in my neighbourhood hated me and did not want me to play with them. Most teachers and foids and other students have given me faces full of complete hatred, have treated me like shit and did anything and everything to harm me all throughout my school years. My own family members dislike me. Even dudes in this forum. I have been physically attacked before (though surprisingly never had an attempt made on my life). What’s most confusing to me is that I don’t know why I’m so divisive because I’m a low t retard who couldn’t bring himself to aggressively challenge niggas, nor have I done niggas dirty/wrong, I geniunely have no idea why this is just a repeating pattern throughout my life. I am subhuman looks wise, but not all subhumans get this much hate, so idk if it all stems from looks.

 

[Napoleon1800]

Niggas are gonna hate me over this thread

 

[59H390]

I am subhuman looks wise

Theres ur answer

 

[geloo]

“I got kicked out of 109 bars, it’s their fault not mine”

Anyways idk bro do you dumb shit to them or something I don’t understand how you can make someone hate you

 

[Napoleon1800]

Theres ur answer

Ok but people just avoid or mock subhumans (which they also did in my case), but I get like straight up hate, like I’ve done something wrong to them

 

[Napoleon1800]

“I got kicked out of 109 bars, it’s their fault not mine”

Anyways idk bro do you dumb shit to them or something I don’t understand how you can make someone hate you

this is why I’m questioning this because I don’t do anything to niggas, I don’t be aggressive or challenging or scheming or crazy or nothing

 

[geloo]

this is why I’m questioning this because I don’t do anything to niggas, I don’t be aggressive or challenging or scheming or crazy or nothing

I doubt it could be looks, I’ve had like really ugly friends but I don’t treat them like shit because of it because they’re genuinely funny dudes and have good personalities.

I say it’s your personality, interests, and hobbies. If you find the right people, you’ll click but maybe I’m wrong and you’re already a good person it’s just you’ve been meeting the wrong people.

 

[John6Enjoyer]

Ever since literally the start of my life, I have always made nearly anyone who’s interacted with me literally despise me. Hate my guts. And I have no fucking idea why. I remember when I was a little kid, half of the kids in my neighbourhood hated me and did not want me to play with them. Most teachers and foids and other students have given me faces full of complete hatred, have treated me like shit and did anything and everything to harm me all throughout my school years. My own family members dislike me. Even dudes in this forum. I have been physically attacked before (though surprisingly never had an attempt made on my life). What’s most confusing to me is that I don’t know why I’m so divisive because I’m a low t retard who couldn’t bring himself to aggressively challenge niggas, nor have I done niggas dirty/wrong, I geniunely have no idea why this is just a repeating pattern throughout my life. I am subhuman looks wise, but not all subhumans get this much hate, so idk if it all stems from looks.

Even m-e?

 

[Prøphet]

Same

Do you feel like people are hostile by default to you?

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

Ever since literally the start of my life, I have always made nearly anyone who’s interacted with me literally despise me. Hate my guts. And I have no fucking idea why. I remember when I was a little kid, half of the kids in my neighbourhood hated me and did not want me to play with them. Most teachers and foids and other students have given me faces full of complete hatred, have treated me like shit and did anything and everything to harm me all throughout my school years. My own family members dislike me. Even dudes in this forum. I have been physically attacked before (though surprisingly never had an attempt made on my life). What’s most confusing to me is that I don’t know why I’m so divisive because I’m a low t retard who couldn’t bring himself to aggressively challenge niggas, nor have I done niggas dirty/wrong, I geniunely have no idea why this is just a repeating pattern throughout my life. I am subhuman looks wise, but not all subhumans get this much hate, so idk if it all stems from looks.

Its so tiresome man. I get the same treatment from my family, uni classmates, randoms on the bus. Its gotten so bad that even in my dreams Im arguing with my classmates or my family over some stupid topic where they're hell bent on hating me even in my dreams.

 

[Napoleon1800]

Same

Do you feel like people are hostile by default to you?

Yes

 

[Napoleon1800]

It’s so tiresome man. I get the same treatment from my family, uni classmates, randoms on the bus. It’s gotten so bad that even in my dreams Im arguing with my classmates or my family over some stupid topic where they're hell bent on hating me even in my dreams.

Why randoms on the bus bro

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

Why randoms on the bus bro

Over some bullshit man, I literally go out of my way to not accidentally push into someone and they act like Im trying to push them off the bus or something despite our bodies not touching for a single centimeter

 

[Napoleon1800]

Over some bullshit man, I literally go out of my way to not accidentally push into someone and they act like Im trying to push them off the bus or something despite our bodies not touching for a single centimeter

Brutal shit. Tbh atp you need to start trying to look as terrifying as possible. This is what I do now. I just have a constant snarl on my face to deter niggas from interacting with me

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

I can't relate at all tbh, and I wonder why. Growing up as an ugly short kid, I was invisible but never got any hate. Shortest kid in the class with ltn looks back then btw. People have called me bad things, but only when I actually was the asshole. Nowadays, I do things wrong and people bend around backwards to have mercy on me. Especially middle aged women I didn't even ascend hard, like I'm still a MTN manlet lmao

Over some bullshit man, I literally go out of my way to not accidentally push into someone and they act like Im trying to push them off the bus or something despite our bodies not touching for a single centimeter

I bump into people and they apologize before I have the opportunity to say something. Feels weird to say something like "no worries" when I should be the one apologizing.