BibleBelieving
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Anxiety and porn addiction fetishes have ruined my life. I have done Nothing my entire life. The few times I have gone to parties and was confident do to being with my Boys and drinking I couldn't even get hard.
Girls liked my enthusiasm and confidence almost pestering annoying personality .
One hot white girl at a 18+ club "you been calling and pestering me all night you must want me" or something and grinds on me.
But when she feels my soft weiner .... she leaves just like every other girl.
My fetishes included being a cuck, being whipped, being humiliated, etc etc. Since a young lad. I need at least 2 weeks of nofap and zinc and l-arginine pills for blood flow to actually get reliable boners. I also wasn't super skinny and ripped like I should have been for my hormones altho I was lean.
I had anxiety like my dad was always giving me anxiety worrying and I would go into another personality when talking to him. Or like making him leave the apartment so I can bring my date over who was a Stacey in highschool.
Every guy wanted her. Every. She was popular. A virgin. Rabbi father.
Russian. Looked a hint of lebanese but white.
I couldn't get hard or turned on. I'd act sexual and make out with her and tell her "well we will bang tonight
" at dinner.
She would look at me and squint her eyes but you know she loooooved the confidence.
Well. She left. Cuz I had anxiety. And coomed to cuck porn 2 nights earlier. No libido for real sex. For a real woman. No natural libido.
Just cortisol where I can't think straight and self Sabatoge myself .
It's as if satan would tempt with porn nights before my dates.
Once I went into the bathroom 4 times so I can get hard while looking at porn stories and images.
The girl caught on and left.
It's over for me
I used to have abs.... my autism.... anxiety.. and porn addiction. Ruined my life.
Girls liked my enthusiasm and confidence almost pestering annoying personality .
One hot white girl at a 18+ club "you been calling and pestering me all night you must want me" or something and grinds on me.
But when she feels my soft weiner .... she leaves just like every other girl.
My fetishes included being a cuck, being whipped, being humiliated, etc etc. Since a young lad. I need at least 2 weeks of nofap and zinc and l-arginine pills for blood flow to actually get reliable boners. I also wasn't super skinny and ripped like I should have been for my hormones altho I was lean.
I had anxiety like my dad was always giving me anxiety worrying and I would go into another personality when talking to him. Or like making him leave the apartment so I can bring my date over who was a Stacey in highschool.
Every guy wanted her. Every. She was popular. A virgin. Rabbi father.
Russian. Looked a hint of lebanese but white.
I couldn't get hard or turned on. I'd act sexual and make out with her and tell her "well we will bang tonight
" at dinner.She would look at me and squint her eyes but you know she loooooved the confidence.
Well. She left. Cuz I had anxiety. And coomed to cuck porn 2 nights earlier. No libido for real sex. For a real woman. No natural libido.
Just cortisol where I can't think straight and self Sabatoge myself .
It's as if satan would tempt with porn nights before my dates.
Once I went into the bathroom 4 times so I can get hard while looking at porn stories and images.
The girl caught on and left.
It's over for me
I used to have abs.... my autism.... anxiety.. and porn addiction. Ruined my life.
