Idontknowlol
Kraken
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We lived in separate cities so I only used to visit her roughly once every four weeks. I would stay for the weekend, sometimes more if it was school holidays. I'm not exactly sure how it began but it happened when I was between 13 and 14 - I started masturbating in front of her. Over the space of 18 months or so it happened 50+ times. Sometimes I would do it while sitting on the opposite side of the couch, other times I would sit on one of the dining room chairs while she was in the kitchen and sometimes I did it while I was standing a few meters away while she was in the laundry or kitchen. She would always stop what she was doing, turn and just watch me intently until I was finished and then she would return to her prior task. We would just look at each in silence as I did it. She never touched me at all and we never said anything about it. Even to this day, despite our close relationship, she has not said a single thing about it. Most of the time when I was finished, I would get dressed and then go and cuddle with her. She always accepted me with open arms. As weird as it sounds, it was very comforting to feel completely accepted by someone even if it was my grandmother. Girls my age never paid attention to me and I think acceptance was all I wanted deep down. I was never sexually attracted to her, I just felt as though I had some sort of connection with her - which at 13, I couldn't really comprehend.
