I wanna go back to 2022

[Lonenely sigma]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

 

[manletmachinestream]

 

[Vladdy]

I love 2017

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I don't wanna be associated with your weird obsession and stalking of that random tiktoker.

Thanks for bumping my thread though, seems like everone put me on ignore by now

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I love 2017

Ikr, I was 11 back then. God dammit, I wanna go back, time flies

 

[Vladdy]

time flies

It does indeed.

so you should be around 18-19yo?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It does indeed.

so you should be around 18-19yo?

19, turning 20 in a month

 

[Trisomy 21]

no one cares, and no one is coming to save you.

so fix ur problems faggot

 

[Snicket]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

For me, nostalgia ain't what it used to be.

 

[first snow]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

it's all downhill after you discover .org

 

[Lonenely sigma]

no one cares, and no one is coming to save you.

so fix ur problems faggot

Alright, have a nice day sir.

For me, nostalgia ain't what it used to be.

it's all downhill after you discover .org

Yeah it indeed is, I mean you shouldn't avoid truth forever since thats how you ruin your life but still, at 16... maybe it was too early considering I couldn't do any surgical looksmaxxing due to my financial situation anyway, so I got no benefits from learning about the importance of looks

 

[Daddy's Home]

I want to go back before the 2012 apocalypse (which took place in a different form than the world expected), when humanity was at its peak.. (everything from that moment on went downhill..)

 

[Part-Time Chad]

You make 2022 sound like it was 40 years ago, JFL.

 

[Pento]

yea pretty much if you didn't go to college/uni its over

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I want to go back before the 2012 apocalypse (which took place in a different form than the world expected), when humanity was at its peak.. (everything from that moment on went downhill..)

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I was 6/7 at the time, I knew new to nothing about the world at that point lmao

You make 2022 sound like it was 40 years ago, JFL.

Cool username

yea pretty much if you didn't go to college/uni its over

I did go to uni but I failed to meet anyone since october. Well, either way, I had no friends for the last 2 years of highschool as well so its not surprising really

 

[rrm_ss2]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

covid was nice ngl

 

[Alias!]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

I just wish I was Chad not a sub 8

 

[superpsycho]

mogs me

 

[superpsycho]

i never had friends at any point

i dont want to go back to 2022; the trauma i hold from highschool years is something i do not want to relive

 

[cpedy]

Its amazing how many thing I've lost since then.

I was a cringe 16 year old, I have so many cringe memories from that period, but that did not matter, I was so fucking delusional back then.

I legit had friends, like a lot of friends, everyday I went to play billiard or drink at the nearby café after school with a different friend.

Once every ~10 days I'd get drunk, and it wouldn't be depressed kinda drinking either.

We'd play video games, we went by train once a month to a different city, every day we'd organize something new in our high school.

We would go to the gym together, they'd invite me and I'd invite them. I believed I was improoooving, becoming better looking.

It all fell in the water. Its all gone. I am not better looking, I have no friends, no hobbies, I don't go to the gym anymore, we all went our own way after hs.

This is why I feel bad blackpilling others; let them enjoy life. Because there is no going back, and I truly wish there was.

Unc I’m 15 now I’ll live it up for u

 

[superpsycho]

Unc I’m 15 now I’ll live it up for u

i wish i was 15 again

id do things a lot differently

 

[zemult]

There's nothing stopping you from being social again. You just choose to rot on here instead, because of your nihilistic view on the world created by this website.

Not saying it's an out of place nihilistic view, you didn't get any attention from women then and you won't now until you are surgerymaxxed - but you shouldn't let it take over your life. If you want to be happier, that is.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

There's nothing stopping you from being social again. You just choose to rot on here instead, because of your nihilistic view on the world created by this website.

Not saying it's an out of place nihilistic view, you didn't get any attention from women then and you won't now until you are surgerymaxxed - but you shouldn't let it take over your life.

Well, looks are preventing me from being social, since men are just as cruel as women, if not more. All friends I've ever had pushed me under the bus as soon as a girl appeared in the social circle to appear more muh "alpha".


But I agree with you that it shouldn't ruin my life. I literally have nobody, and I mean, NOBODY outside of my family, but I am particularly happy these days for some reason. I go for a walk to the distant parts of the city, ride my bike, listen to music... you get used to loneliness after a while.

 

[zemult]

Well, looks are preventing me from being social, since men are just as cruel as women, if not more. All friends I've ever had pushed me under the bus as soon as a girl appeared in the social circle to appear more muh "alpha".


But I agree with you that it shouldn't ruin my life. I literally have nobody, and I mean, NOBODY outside of my family, but I am particularly happy these days for some reason. I go for a walk to the distant parts of the city, ride my bike, listen to music... you get used to loneliness after a while.

I wouldn't say that's the case, you just met the wrong people. You also need to grow some tougher skin honestly.

It'll give you a fate better than being lonely like you are currently, missing the old days when you were social.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I wouldn't say that's the case, you just met the wrong people. You also need to grow some tougher skin honestly.

It'll give you a fate better than being lonely like you are currently, missing the old days when you were social.

I won't bore you any longer but yeah, we just don't agree.

If you ask enough questions it all loses its meaning. "Why did these people like me more than those?" To me, the answer must be the lighting in the room.

Whenever I see that look of disgust it ruins my day, I just want to run back home, cry and sleep.

Then again, if you haven't experienced this, you won't ever understand. Or maybe you have experienced it but just have a different brain chemistry. Whatever it is, its outside of my control so yeah

 

[TiktokUser]

Well, looks are preventing me from being social, since men are just as cruel as women, if not more. All friends I've ever had pushed me under the bus as soon as a girl appeared in the social circle to appear more muh "alpha".


But I agree with you that it shouldn't ruin my life. I literally have nobody, and I mean, NOBODY outside of my family, but I am particularly happy these days for some reason. I go for a walk to the distant parts of the city, ride my bike, listen to music... you get used to loneliness after a while.

Be what you were destined to be

Sigma males stay on that grindset

They never give up

 

[zemult]

I won't bore you any longer but yeah, we just don't agree.

If you ask enough questions it all loses its meaning. "Why did these people like me more than those?" To me, the answer must be the lighting in the room.

Whenever I see that look of disgust it ruins my day, I just want to run back home, cry and sleep.

Then again, if you haven't experienced this, you won't ever understand. Or maybe you have experienced it but just have a different brain chemistry. Whatever it is, its outside of my control so yeah

I do understand what you mean, this was my entire early youth.

But it's not the reality. You can have male friends no matter what you look like and find enjoyment in life.

You're just living a self-fulfilling prophecy, constantly holding onto old times and thinking the future is going to be worse.

When in reality, you don't know what will happen, did you know you were going to look back at 2022 as a great year in 2021 or 2020?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

You're just living a self-fulfilling prophecy, constantly holding onto old times and thinking the future is going to be worse.

I think there's also a bit of a self-destructive "protesting" aspect to it, now that I think about it.

For instance, as a kid I always used to argue with other kids over pointless stuff, and if we didn't do everything 100% as I wanted us to, I'd protest by leaving, sometimes bringing my sister into these pointless arguments as well.

I feel like I am "proving my point" to god or the universe since it made me an ugly subhuman. I won't show "him" that I am happy with this shitty life, I will be as miserable as possible, even though I am aware it won't make me any better looking. Weird psychology.