WhoTookVendetta
🪦💔 Here lies Vianna 🖤
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VIANNA I FUCKING HATE YOU I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU FROM THE WAY YOU SMILED AT ME LIKE YOU ACTUALLY CARED TO THE WAY YOU TURNED AROUND AND TREATED ME LIKE I WAS NOTHING LIKE I NEVER EVEN EXISTED YOU MADE ME BELIEVE YOU LOVED ME YOU MADE ME THINK WE HAD SOMETHING REAL BUT THE WHOLE TIME YOU WERE JUST PLAYING WITH ME JUST USING ME TO FILL WHATEVER VOID YOU HAD AT THE MOMENT AND NOW I’M LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT THIS FUCKING HATRED I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND EVERY SINGLE MEMORY MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH I CAN’T STAND HOW MUCH TIME I WASTED ON YOU HOW MUCH ENERGY I PUT INTO TRYING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOU NEVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME YOU WERE JUST WAITING FOR THE MOMENT YOU COULD MOVE ON TO SOMEONE BETTER WEREN’T YOU JUST WAITING FOR THE FIRST OPPORTUNITY TO LEAVE ME BEHIND LIKE I WAS SOME KIND OF STEPPING STONE YOU LEFT ME BROKEN YOU LEFT ME FEELING LIKE I’M NOT WORTH ANYTHING AND EVERY TIME I SEE YOUR NAME OR THINK ABOUT YOU I WANT TO SCREAM BECAUSE IT HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW THAT I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU I’M FUCKING DESTROYED INSIDE AND YOU? YOU’RE PROBABLY OUT THERE LAUGHING NOT GIVING A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME NOT CARING HOW YOU FUCKED ME UP BECAUSE THAT’S JUST HOW YOU ARE I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU’VE FUCKING RUINED ME I’LL NEVER TRUST ANYONE AGAIN BECAUSE OF YOU YOU’VE MADE ME INTO THIS BITTER SHELL OF A PERSON WHO CAN’T EVEN LOOK AT SOMEONE WITHOUT WONDERING WHEN THEY’RE GOING TO BETRAY ME JUST LIKE YOU DID I CAN’T EVEN BE HAPPY ANYMORE BECAUSE I’M ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE NEXT STAB IN THE BACK THE NEXT FUCKING HEARTBREAK AND IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU I FUCKING HATE HOW MUCH POWER YOU HAVE OVER ME STILL I HATE THAT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND IT JUST FUELS THIS RAGE THIS FUCKING LOATHING THAT WON’T GO AWAY I WANT TO FORGET YOU I WANT TO ERASE EVERY SINGLE MEMORY OF YOU BUT I CAN’T YOU’RE IN MY HEAD CONSTANTLY LIKE A DISEASE AND I CAN’T GET RID OF IT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY YOU’RE ALWAYS THERE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND RUINING EVERYTHING HOW COULD YOU JUST WALK AWAY LIKE THAT HOW COULD YOU JUST LEAVE ME WITH NOTHING BUT THIS EMPTINESS YOU DIDN’T EVEN LOOK BACK DID YOU YOU DIDN’T EVEN THINK TWICE ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU FUCKING HURT ME AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME BELIEVE I WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU KNOW WHAT’S WORSE? I KNOW YOU’RE OUT THERE WITH SOME OTHER GUY NOW SOME FUCKING CHAD WHO TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT AND YOU PROBABLY LOVE IT YOU PROBABLY CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF HIM WHILE I’M HERE LEFT TO PICK UP THE PIECES OF WHAT YOU SHATTERED IT MAKES ME SICK TO THINK ABOUT HOW YOU PROBABLY JUST MOVED ON WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT WHILE I’M STILL STUCK HERE OBSESSING OVER EVERY LITTLE THING YOU DID I WISH I COULD JUST WIPE YOU FROM MY MEMORY I WISH I COULD JUST ERASE YOU LIKE YOU DID TO ME BUT INSTEAD I’M STUCK HERE WITH THIS FUCKING ANGER THAT WON’T GO AWAY THIS RAGE THAT’S EATING ME ALIVE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE EVERY DAY I WAKE UP AND YOU’RE STILL THERE IN MY HEAD LIKE A FUCKING NIGHTMARE THAT WON’T END EVERY TIME I SEE A GIRL THAT LOOKS EVEN REMOTELY LIKE YOU IT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM I CAN’T EVEN BE AROUND PEOPLE ANYMORE WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT HOW YOU FUCKING USED ME HOW YOU TOOK EVERYTHING I HAD AND LEFT ME WITH NOTHING YOU TURNED ME INTO THIS HATEFUL ANGRY PERSON AND I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR ITI DON’T KNOW IF I’LL EVER GET OVER THIS I DON’T KNOW IF I’LL EVER BE ABLE TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU FOR GIVING YOU SO MUCH OF MYSELF ONLY FOR YOU TO SPIT IN MY FACE AND WALK AWAY I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU’VE RUINED ME VIANNA I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU’VE LEFT ME BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT I HATE YOU MORE THAN I’VE EVER HATED ANYONE IN MY LIFE
