I want people to tell me to kill myself

[River25]

Does anyone else want people to tell them to kill themselves??

Sometimes when I’m sad about how ugly I think I am, I’ll send sad bp edits to my friend on TikTok. He’s technically blackpilled too but hes a blue eyed above average looking guy, even though he’s ND as hell and like 6'2. I like to joke about roping, even though I’m honestly a little pussy about it and I know I’m not actually in a place where I’d do something like that. Funnily enough I still have positive thoughts about the future which I try to suppress knowing I'm a fucking ltn with acne who annoys everyone around me. But I do it because I know people will always respond with something like “don’t do it” or some other predictable reaction.

I did it again this morning because I skipped school (I fucking hate that shithole) and he replied saying something like, “you’re above average brooo, don’t kys brooo.” And I just sat there and started wondering about something. There’s this messed-up part of me that actually wants someone to be brutally honest with me in the harshest way possible, like I want someone to say the most extreme, negative things about me straight to my face. I want people to call me ugly and let me feel the sting of it. I don’t know if that’s weird, but there’s a part of me that wants to lean into that sadness. I want people to just fucking say "yeah ur an ugly nd fuck, we dont like u cus ur annoying and we hate looking at ur face"

Whatever, there is a reason I'm on this forum hahahaha.

 

[newcel2025]

Does anyone else want people to tell them to kill themselves??

Sometimes when I’m sad about how ugly I think I am, I’ll send sad bp edits to my friend on TikTok. He’s technically blackpilled too but hes a blue eyed above average looking guy, even though he’s ND as hell and like 6'2. I like to joke about roping, even though I’m honestly a little pussy about it and I know I’m not actually in a place where I’d do something like that. Funnily enough I still have positive thoughts about the future which I try to suppress knowing I'm a fucking ltn with acne who annoys everyone around me. But I do it because I know people will always respond with something like “don’t do it” or some other predictable reaction.

I did it again this morning because I skipped school (I fucking hate that shithole) and he replied saying something like, “you’re above average brooo, don’t kys brooo.” And I just sat there and started wondering about something. There’s this messed-up part of me that actually wants someone to be brutally honest with me in the harshest way possible, like I want someone to say the most extreme, negative things about me straight to my face. I want people to call me ugly and let me feel the sting of it. I don’t know if that’s weird, but there’s a part of me that wants to lean into that sadness. I want people to just fucking say "yeah ur an ugly nd fuck, we dont like u cus ur annoying and we hate looking at ur face"

Whatever, there is a reason I'm on this forum hahahaha.

You just want people to be honest with you since you feel like when you're annoying them they don't tell you and when you make a joke about roping they're "lying" is what you exactly see, and if you think someone being brutually honest with you, it won't help it'll just give you the satisfaction that it is actually over and you no longer need to try. I felt this like a year ago but I was kinda larping and felt hopeless cuz of something else but I do understand what you mean.

 

[Orka]

Does anyone else want people to tell them to kill themselves??

Sometimes when I’m sad about how ugly I think I am, I’ll send sad bp edits to my friend on TikTok. He’s technically blackpilled too but hes a blue eyed above average looking guy, even though he’s ND as hell and like 6'2. I like to joke about roping, even though I’m honestly a little pussy about it and I know I’m not actually in a place where I’d do something like that. Funnily enough I still have positive thoughts about the future which I try to suppress knowing I'm a fucking ltn with acne who annoys everyone around me. But I do it because I know people will always respond with something like “don’t do it” or some other predictable reaction.

I did it again this morning because I skipped school (I fucking hate that shithole) and he replied saying something like, “you’re above average brooo, don’t kys brooo.” And I just sat there and started wondering about something. There’s this messed-up part of me that actually wants someone to be brutally honest with me in the harshest way possible, like I want someone to say the most extreme, negative things about me straight to my face. I want people to call me ugly and let me feel the sting of it. I don’t know if that’s weird, but there’s a part of me that wants to lean into that sadness. I want people to just fucking say "yeah ur an ugly nd fuck, we dont like u cus ur annoying and we hate looking at ur face"

Whatever, there is a reason I'm on this forum hahahaha.

You just want people to be honest with you since you feel like when you're annoying them they don't tell you and when you make a joke about roping they're "lying" is what you exactly see, and if you think someone being brutually honest with you, it won't help it'll just give you the satisfaction that it is actually over and you no longer need to try. I felt this like a year ago but I was kinda larping and felt hopeless cuz of something else but I do understand what you mean.

ur both obese

 

[car12345]

Does anyone else want people to tell them to kill themselves??

Sometimes when I’m sad about how ugly I think I am, I’ll send sad bp edits to my friend on TikTok. He’s technically blackpilled too but hes a blue eyed above average looking guy, even though he’s ND as hell and like 6'2. I like to joke about roping, even though I’m honestly a little pussy about it and I know I’m not actually in a place where I’d do something like that. Funnily enough I still have positive thoughts about the future which I try to suppress knowing I'm a fucking ltn with acne who annoys everyone around me. But I do it because I know people will always respond with something like “don’t do it” or some other predictable reaction.

I did it again this morning because I skipped school (I fucking hate that shithole) and he replied saying something like, “you’re above average brooo, don’t kys brooo.” And I just sat there and started wondering about something. There’s this messed-up part of me that actually wants someone to be brutally honest with me in the harshest way possible, like I want someone to say the most extreme, negative things about me straight to my face. I want people to call me ugly and let me feel the sting of it. I don’t know if that’s weird, but there’s a part of me that wants to lean into that sadness. I want people to just fucking say "yeah ur an ugly nd fuck, we dont like u cus ur annoying and we hate looking at ur face"

Whatever, there is a reason I'm on this forum hahahaha.

dnr kill yourself faggot

 

[newcel2025]

ur both obese

 

[SilvioMoltisantiDan]

Does anyone else want people to tell them to kill themselves??

Sometimes when I’m sad about how ugly I think I am, I’ll send sad bp edits to my friend on TikTok. He’s technically blackpilled too but hes a blue eyed above average looking guy, even though he’s ND as hell and like 6'2. I like to joke about roping, even though I’m honestly a little pussy about it and I know I’m not actually in a place where I’d do something like that. Funnily enough I still have positive thoughts about the future which I try to suppress knowing I'm a fucking ltn with acne who annoys everyone around me. But I do it because I know people will always respond with something like “don’t do it” or some other predictable reaction.

I did it again this morning because I skipped school (I fucking hate that shithole) and he replied saying something like, “you’re above average brooo, don’t kys brooo.” And I just sat there and started wondering about something. There’s this messed-up part of me that actually wants someone to be brutally honest with me in the harshest way possible, like I want someone to say the most extreme, negative things about me straight to my face. I want people to call me ugly and let me feel the sting of it. I don’t know if that’s weird, but there’s a part of me that wants to lean into that sadness. I want people to just fucking say "yeah ur an ugly nd fuck, we dont like u cus ur annoying and we hate looking at ur face"

Whatever, there is a reason I'm on this forum hahahaha.

Dnr + go to therapy

 

[River25]

Dnr + go to therapy

Therapy wont fix my face

 

[SilvioMoltisantiDan]

Therapy wont fix my face

Maybe you can accept it

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

ur both obese

Total grigger death

 

[JasGews69x]