I WANT to be depressed

[PsychoDsk]

Used to be so fun when I was an emo self harming good goy.
Now I can’t possibly feel sad anymore. Like ever

God how I yearn to be so depressed again to the point of abusing substances to cope and playing teeth by x or high school by lil peep on repeat.

but even if i’d be depressed nowadays, I’d enjoy it so much I’d be happy anyways lol

I genuinely try to get depressed aswell, I lost a shit ton of money thursday and have been blasting all the emo music u can think of and not a single cell in my body feels sadness, or anything for that matter. Like FUCK DUDE just nuke my serotonin or some shit pleaseeee

Man life was so cool
I used to sneak out at night and go sit on this rooftop smoking a fat J blasting high school until my eardrums gave out. I used to look up at the stars bawling my eyes out wishing, praying even things would be better.

Waking up with bright red eyes from all the crying and repeating revenge by x over and over while biking to school. Sitting in class thinking of ways how to end my shit and cause as much trouble as possible so I’d be expelled and go all in on my career of being a fuck up junkie

Honestly, I’d do anything in the world to get that feeling back JFL

Everything is so blurry nowadays, I can’t enjoy shit nor can I ever feel guilty or sad about stuff.
Just going through the motions with a little euphoria sprinkled in between

For example this nigga here
He has it sooo good and he doesn’t even realize it. Bro has the ability to actually ENJOY music, feel things deeply and truly exist everyday (even though he wished he didn’t) atleast he’s conscious of existing and feels things

Holy fuck I’m so envious of depressed people

 

[Framemaxxx]

 

[Hernan]

Used to be so fun when I was an emo self harming good goy.
Now I can’t possibly feel sad anymore. Like ever

God how I yearn to be so depressed again to the point of abusing substances to cope and playing teeth by x or high school by lil peep on repeat.

but even if i’d be depressed nowadays, I’d enjoy it so much I’d be happy anyways lol

I genuinely try to get depressed aswell, I lost a shit ton of money thursday and have been blasting all the emo music u can think of and not a single cell in my body feels sadness, or anything for that matter. Like FUCK DUDE just nuke my serotonin or some shit pleaseeee

Man life was so cool
I used to sneak out at night and go sit on this rooftop smoking a fat J blasting high school until my eardrums gave out. I used to look up at the stars bawling my eyes out wishing, praying even things would be better.

Waking up with bright red eyes from all the crying and repeating revenge by x over and over while biking to school. Sitting in class thinking of ways how to end my shit and cause as much trouble as possible so I’d be expelled and go all in on my career of being a fuck up junkie

Honestly, I’d do anything in the world to get that feeling back JFL

Everything is so blurry nowadays, I can’t enjoy shit nor can I ever feel guilty or sad about stuff.
Just going through the motions with a little euphoria sprinkled in between

For example this nigga here
He has it sooo good and he doesn’t even realize it. Bro has the ability to actually ENJOY music, feel things deeply and truly exist everyday (even though he wished he didn’t) atleast he’s conscious of existing and feels things

Holy fuck I’m so envious of depressed people