I want to die but I don't want to die

[RecessedCels]

I just want to die already because I always feel so sad and miserable. I know life will just get worse and worse as you age. I can't just kill myself like that after living a miserable life though. It's unfair. It's way too unfair for others to be happy and loved while I have to be sad. There is no way I'm going to kill myself just for maybe like 1 person to care. Literal envy and jealously are keeping me alive. I don't even view suicide as an option anymore. It doesn't cross my mind much

 

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[NoReedemingFeature]

You either resign your life or invigorate yourself to try. Killing yourself isn't needed unless you experience constant physical pain, it's possible to become mentally content with shit circumstance.