i want to die

[Hernan]

All i hear about is, i got this surgery, i got this, i got that.
but what about me?
noooo Hernan that good life is and was never meant for you, you're supposed to die as a nameless piece of shit with nobody to remember you.
i want to torture someone so badly i just need someone to feel even but a fraction of my internal eternal pain.
i want to light myself the fuck on fire and die in the most excruciating way possible. i want to fight someone until we both die in pain so badly, anything but this.

 

[Hernan]

is there a way out?

 

[inversions]

i want to light myself the fuck on fire and die in the most excruciating way possible.

If you really wanted to, you would.

 

[nsk4ll]

i don't think there is really a way out
after all are we all destined to go er?
perhaps we trucels either shall suicide or get revenge from the unfair world that treated us with pure indifference.
but idk man
good luck in life hernan

 

[Hernan]

If you really wanted to, you would.

i'm keeping the smallest of hope but its lessens a bit every passing day. idk how long its gonna take but not long.

 

[OxyFanNigga]

We are all inevitably going to die, so dont worry you will, but instead of roping why not try to enjoy this thing before its gone forever

 

[savage21]

All i hear about is, i got this surgery, i got this, i got that.
but what about me?
noooo Hernan that good life is and was never meant for you, you're supposed to die as a nameless piece of shit with nobody to remember you.
i want to torture someone so badly i just need someone to feel even but a fraction of my internal eternal pain.
i want to light myself the fuck on fire and die in the most excruciating way possible. i want to fight someone until we both die in pain so badly, anything but this.

I hope you get that surgery soon brah . I understand how you feel. I’ll remember you if no one else bothers to.

 

[Hernan]

i don't think there is really a way out
after all are we all destined to go er?
perhaps we trucels either shall suicide or get revenge from the unfair world that treated us with pure indifference.
but idk man
good luck in life hernan

i hope i get all my revenge and more out of life, good luck to you too.

We are all inevitably going to die, so dont worry you will, but instead of roping why not try to enjoy this thing before its gone forever

yey lets enjoy being penniless and a loser a bit longer..

I hope you get that surgery soon brah . I understand how you feel. I’ll remember you if no one else bothers to.

i dont think even surgery will fix my pain now, i've reached a new stage of agony. i seriously dont think surgery will ever fix me mentally, physically yes. @PsychoDsk help what do i do??

 

[OxyFanNigga]

yey lets enjoy being penniless and a loser a bit longer..

there ya go champ thats the spirit

 

[Hernan]

there ya go champ thats the spirit

 

[BigBallsLarry]

All i hear about is, i got this surgery, i got this, i got that.
but what about me?
noooo Hernan that good life is and was never meant for you, you're supposed to die as a nameless piece of shit with nobody to remember you.
i want to torture someone so badly i just need someone to feel even but a fraction of my internal eternal pain.
i want to light myself the fuck on fire and die in the most excruciating way possible. i want to fight someone until we both die in pain so badly, anything but this.

You're young bhai, do you truly believe you're so mentally fucked that there's no fixing you?

Life is long, you'd be suprised how one single thing can change the entire trajectory of your life, and there'll be plenty of oppurtunities to find that one thing. Of course i don't mean to be a bluepilled retard, but thoughts about "a way out" is something you should only think about if you TRULY believe there's nothing left.

I talked about it in this thread.. It's not exactly what you're talking about, but it's close enough.

YOU will die.

So why are you not juicing your life to the fullest before the inevitable? All i see the people on this forum say is "i hate myself, i hate my looks, i hate my personality, i hate everything about me", but this is YOU just overcomplicating and overthinking existence as is. Overanalyzing...

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I also have had these conversations with multiple people. If you want, then in DMS i can link you them. Maybe multiple perspectives of people with a similar mindset might help you settle your own. That's not to even mention - your way of thinking is 1:1 to mine, if there's a person that finds no point in living then you're looking at one, so i understand your perspective and you can talk with me about it freely

 

[Starborn]

start a new life
break through on salvia and pray you live as a human instead of a plant for 80 years

 

[Luca_.]

I get what you mean to an extent. The feeling of being ,,left out” makes you want to rip your skin off.

You’re still getting surgery no? It’s just delayed