I want to disappear

[crion]

I am not suicidal and in way encouraging self termination, but I simply want to cease to exist. I wish I was never born, I did not consent to being brought onto this world so I shouldn't have to? I dont have the energy to continue day to day tasks and I feel as though I dont contribute to society, thus my existence being unnecessary. I feel like a vessel of a human being, nothing is there. I dont particularly enjoy anything and have no interest in living or the future. When I see terminally ill children I feel bad, they deserve my healthy body and organs, not me. I bring nothing but violence and misery to this world but I know that if I end it, I will hurt my mother and have to be a burden due to funeral costs. I think I will do something about this soon. I dont deserve to live on this land, I deserve to be punished.

 

[Tom Jones]

Take a ride on pcp

 

[FaceandBBC]

Start living in the wilderness.

 

[Idontknowlol]

I feel as though I dont contribute to society, thus my existence being unnecessary.=

In 2024 people who contribute nothing in society make millions of dollars. See hawk tuah girl, influencers, athletes etc, while people who truly offer and contribute to the function of society are living like slaves

 

[Lord Shadow]

Drugs, slowed music and visual novels was my answer