I want to have surgery to have my penis surgically removed from my body.

[Deleted member 26448]

I decided back in October that I did not want to have a penis anymore, so I started planning on eventually having my penis surgically removed.

Firstly, I will never, ever have sex, so I will not be able to actually use my penis. I am very, very ugly, and no woman would want to have a sexual partner that is as ugly as me. I don't want to have something on my body that I consider to be useless to me, so it was pretty easy to determine that my penis needs to be removed just based off of this alone.

Secondly, my penis is freakishly sized. My length can go anywhere from six to seven inches, depending on the stimulation. That's not a big deal, honestly, that's just average. But my girth is seven inches, and if you don't know what a penis with seven inches of girth looks like, I suggest you Google it. There is no way my penis could bring pleasure to any woman, because it is so big. At the least, it would tear them, and at the most, it wouldn't even fit. There is simply no vagina that could accommodate my penis.

Thirdly, I absolutely hate having a penis. Pretty much all male genitalia for that matter. It's so annoying to receive erections, when it's not like I can do anything with them in the first place. Peeing is annoying and gross, I hate that too, but I could only commit suicide for that problem to be erased, and I'm not doing that as of now, so I can live with that. But the fact that my penis excretes another liquid that I find disturbing and gross is what really makes me angry. That liquid is CUM. I hate cum, and I hate that I cannot control it. I wish I did not produce sperm.

Fourthly, I hate masturbating. I do not masturbate by choice, I masturbate because hormones force me to. I wish I did not start masturbating, it is gross, and really useless for me. Masturbating is basically practice for the real deal, and I will never have the real deal, so what is the point? Yet, my brain wants me to masturbate at least once every single day. And I am not proud of what I masturbate to, because for some reason I have a fart fetish, which makes everything so much worse. I never asked for it to be this way, but my childhood led me to develop such a sick fetish.

Therefore, I believe it is best for me to have my penis surgically removed. I want to have sex nullification surgery. I will legitimately spend my entire savings account on this surgery. I really, really cannot live with my penis anymore. I might lie and say I am transgender or suffer from gender dysphoria, that way they will approve it. And honestly, it's not even that much of a lie - I'd much rather be a woman. My plan is so foolproof, and I see no way that they would be able to turn me down. Then, after I have my penis removed, I can live in bliss.

I would never worry about my virginity again, because I simply wouldn't be physically able to lose it. And hopefully, I'd also be able to receive chemical castration, which would remove all my sexual desire in the first place. Hell, they could just remove my testicles for all I care, take it all away. I don't want any of it, and I wish I was never born with it in the first place. Then, I wouldn't even need to worry about dating anymore, which would make me very happy, and not depressed and sad.

I plan on posting updates of my journey as it continues on, especially once I get the surgery. I just have to wait until I'm 18 first, which is in a few months. Then, I will actually be able to start enjoying my life.

Thank you for reading.

 

[pardocel]

How the fuck will you pee though?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

How the fuck will you pee though?

They leave a urethral opening.

 

[Vermilioncore]

what no pussy does to a mf

 

[Dr. Bludy]

ok GrAYcel

 

[looksmaxxed]

just get chemically castrated so you wn't have to sit down to pee lol at your problem solving skills

 

[Gonthar]

Therefore, I believe it is best for me to have my penis surgically removed. I want to have sex nullification surgery. I will legitimately spend my entire savings account on this surgery. I really, really cannot live with my penis anymore. I might lie and say I am transgender or suffer from gender dysphoria, that way they will approve it. And honestly, it's not even that much of a lie - I'd much rather be a woman.

So you want to become a woman then?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

what no pussy does to a mf

I would probably do this even if I wasn't a virgin.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

just get chemically castrated so you wn't have to sit down to pee lol at your problem solving skills

I don't want to have a penis, though. Originally I was just going to get chemically castrated to remove sexual desire, but I decided on just removing the whole penis. Besides, if I wanted to be castrated, I could just do that myself.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

So you want to become a woman then?

Not really, but I wouldn't be against completely becoming a woman.

 

[Gengar]

Can’t believed I approved your account so you could post this garbage.

 

[jojoyou]

Nice wall of text and also no your not gonna do it, on my girls life.

 

[Gengar]

Nice wall of text and also no your not gonna do it, on my girls life.

You got a bitch now?

 

[jojoyou]

You got a bitch now?

Check your pm lol. I sent you a pic too did you forget jfl

 

[Deleted member 22627]

Women can give birth and fuck horse cocks. Your girth will be no problem. Also you are mentally ill and inceldom has driven you quite mad.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Nice wall of text and also no your not gonna do it, on my girls life.

Don't be so sure about betting your girlfriend's life on me. You might not like the outcome. I have made up my mind already, I am going to do it. Replies like these are my motivation. I would frame this and put it on my wall if I could, just to wake up every morning and continue grinding towards getting my penis removed.

 

[Gonthar]

Not really, but I wouldn't be against completely becoming a woman.

And then you want to have sex with men?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Women can give birth and fuck horse cocks. Your girth will be no problem. Also you are mentally ill and inceldom has driven you quite mad.

I would say I am mentally ill, yes. But I have a hard time believing my penis would be able to go into a woman's vagina. The horse probably made them wet, making it easier for the penis to go into the woman. Meanwhile, I cannot make a woman wet, because I am extremely ugly. So, I already lose.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

And then you want to have sex with men?

No. I'm only into women.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Humblebrag

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

No need to read the title is enough for me.

 

[futuregigamogger]

I decided back in October that I did not want to have a penis anymore, so I started planning on eventually having my penis surgically removed.

Firstly, I will never, ever have sex, so I will not be able to actually use my penis. I am very, very ugly, and no woman would want to have a sexual partner that is as ugly as me. I don't want to have something on my body that I consider to be useless to me, so it was pretty easy to determine that my penis needs to be removed just based off of this alone.

Secondly, my penis is freakishly sized. My length can go anywhere from six to seven inches, depending on the stimulation. That's not a big deal, honestly, that's just average. But my girth is seven inches, and if you don't know what a penis with seven inches of girth looks like, I suggest you Google it. There is no way my penis could bring pleasure to any woman, because it is so big. At the least, it would tear them, and at the most, it wouldn't even fit. There is simply no vagina that could accommodate my penis.

Thirdly, I absolutely hate having a penis. Pretty much all male genitalia for that matter. It's so annoying to receive erections, when it's not like I can do anything with them in the first place. Peeing is annoying and gross, I hate that too, but I could only commit suicide for that problem to be erased, and I'm not doing that as of now, so I can live with that. But the fact that my penis excretes another liquid that I find disturbing and gross is what really makes me angry. That liquid is CUM. I hate cum, and I hate that I cannot control it. I wish I did not produce sperm.

Fourthly, I hate masturbating. I do not masturbate by choice, I masturbate because hormones force me to. I wish I did not start masturbating, it is gross, and really useless for me. Masturbating is basically practice for the real deal, and I will never have the real deal, so what is the point? Yet, my brain wants me to masturbate at least once every single day. And I am not proud of what I masturbate to, because for some reason I have a fart fetish, which makes everything so much worse. I never asked for it to be this way, but my childhood led me to develop such a sick fetish.

Therefore, I believe it is best for me to have my penis surgically removed. I want to have sex nullification surgery. I will legitimately spend my entire savings account on this surgery. I really, really cannot live with my penis anymore. I might lie and say I am transgender or suffer from gender dysphoria, that way they will approve it. And honestly, it's not even that much of a lie - I'd much rather be a woman. My plan is so foolproof, and I see no way that they would be able to turn me down. Then, after I have my penis removed, I can live in bliss.

I would never worry about my virginity again, because I simply wouldn't be physically able to lose it. And hopefully, I'd also be able to receive chemical castration, which would remove all my sexual desire in the first place. Hell, they could just remove my testicles for all I care, take it all away. I don't want any of it, and I wish I was never born with it in the first place. Then, I wouldn't even need to worry about dating anymore, which would make me very happy, and not depressed and sad.

I plan on posting updates of my journey as it continues on, especially once I get the surgery. I just have to wait until I'm 18 first, which is in a few months. Then, I will actually be able to start enjoying my life.

Thank you for reading.

you shouldnt do it,you will regret it.
You seem mentally ill with body image issues,which are likely caused by loneliness,bad mental and the blackpill.
Get your mental health up.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

you shouldnt do it,you will regret it.
You seem mentally ill with body image issues,which are likely caused by loneliness,bad mental and the blackpill.
Get your mental health up.

I can't regret what I won't feel. If I get my penis removed along with a chemical castration, I will not feel the desire to have sex, therefore I will not be able to regret my choice.

No body image issues besides my penis, but even you would have issues with it if you couldn't use it for it's intended purpose. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't do it.

 

[Gonthar]

No. I'm only into women.

So you want to have lesbian sex with women then? What do you want to do with them?

 

[futuregigamogger]

Fourthly, I hate masturbating. I do not masturbate by choice, I masturbate because hormones force me to. I wish I did not start masturbating, it is gross, and really useless for me. Masturbating is basically practice for the real deal, and I will never have the real deal, so what is the point? Yet, my brain wants me to masturbate at least once every single day. And I am not proud of what I masturbate to, because for some reason I have a fart fetish, which makes everything so much worse. I never asked for it to be this way, but my childhood led me to develop such a sick fetish.

You masturbate because you have a porn addiction,read this.

EasyPeasy Method.

A completely free and open source method for quitting pornography easily and without willpower.

easypeasymethod.org

also the talk about your dick is bs,and you sound ignorant (maybe not by choice).
I am 15 and have been blessed genetically,resulting in 15-16 cm girth.
I will probably reach the same as you and its good.
The prefered dick size for most women is literally 8x6 /20 cm x 16 cm.
Dont worry i had sex and while it did hurt the girl and it was painful,most women will like it because they prefer girth over length most of the time.
It will make them feel filled up,honestly you could probably pornstarmaxx or onlyfansmaxx based off your dick alone.
Which im not recommending,but its an option.
Do you know for how many men girth is a big problem?
You should rather be happy that you got lucky,i think.
I would guess that You wont rip any women apart and your dick will halo you aswell.

(Humblebrag but needed for explanation,please forgive me boyos )

 

[futuregigamogger]

I can't regret what I won't feel. If I get my penis removed along with a chemical castration, I will not feel the desire to have sex, therefore I will not be able to regret my choice.

No body image issues besides my penis, but even you would have issues with it if you couldn't use it for it's intended purpose. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't do it.

you should transmute your energy instead of trying to get rid of it,sexual energy is mans greatest gift.
If used correctly sexual energy (in transmuted form) can be live changing.
Bit you need to learn how to control it.
The MicroCosmic Orbit is helpful in that matter.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

So you want to have lesbian sex with women then? What do you want to do with them?

Honestly, yes? It's hard to explain. I am very into touch, cuddling, all that. Any everything that I can do with my penis is something that I can do with my finger, which is something I'm really into. I've never been into penis in vagina/anus, it's only been fingering. Again, I've never had sex, but when it comes to what I've wanted to do, it's never been with my penis.

 

[Gonthar]

Honestly, yes? It's hard to explain. I am very into touch, cuddling, all that. Any everything that I can do with my penis is something that I can do with my finger, which is something I'm really into. I've never been into penis in vagina/anus, it's only been fingering. Again, I've never had sex, but when it comes to what I've wanted to do, it's never been with my penis.

You can finger as a man too...

 

[Deleted member 26448]

You masturbate because you have a porn addiction,read this.

EasyPeasy Method.

A completely free and open source method for quitting pornography easily and without willpower.

easypeasymethod.org

also the talk about your dick is bs,and you sound ignorant (maybe not by choice).
I am 15 and have been blessed genetically,resulting in 15-16 cm girth.
I will probably reach the same as you and its good.
The prefered dick size for most women is literally 8x6 /20 cm x 16 cm.
Dont worry i had sex and while it did hurt the girl and it was painful,most women will like it because they prefer girth over length most of the time.
It will make them feel filled up,honestly you could probably pornstarmaxx or onlyfansmaxx based off your dick alone.
Which im not recommending,but its an option.
Do you know for how many men girth is a big problem?
You should rather be happy that you got lucky,i think.
I would guess that You wont rip any women apart and your dick will halo you aswell.

(Humblebrag but needed for explanation,please forgive me boyos )

I actually do not believe I have a porn addiction, because I don't always masturbate to porn. I also abstain a lot, simply because I sometimes don't want to masturbate. Sometimes I masturbate to nothing at all. But, when I do masturbate to porn, it's gross stuff, as said in the original post.

My dick would probably halo in this scenario if I wasn't facially ugly. Even then, I've had girls tell me my dick size would be unacceptable, albeit being on Reddit, and not in real life. So it's hard to believe, you know?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

You can finger as a man too...

I can, but I know I'd never be able to, because I'd get rejected based off of my dick size alone. That's if I didn't get rejected for my face first. I think most women would rather experience penis related sex than being fingered. And that really reverts back to why I want to remove it in the first place, which is because I will never have the chance at having sex.

 

[futuregigamogger]

I actually do not believe I have a porn addiction, because I don't always masturbate to porn. I also abstain a lot, simply because I sometimes don't want to masturbate. Sometimes I masturbate to nothing at all. But, when I do masturbate to porn, it's gross stuff, as said in the original post.

My dick would probably halo in this scenario if I wasn't facially ugly. Even then, I've had girls tell me my dick size would be unacceptable, albeit being on Reddit, and not in real life. So it's hard to believe, you know?

Well i believe people can stop masturbating too,and getting rid of one,if not the most important thing for a man is a stupid idea.
You would literally feel like a castrated cat;
docile,depressed with 0 testosterone.
I‘d say this will make you suicidal and its irreversible too.
You masturbate to fucked up shit like all porn addicts because you needed more dopamine and your brain misinterpreted digust as arousal.
Its called „Crossing The Red Line“ ,pretty common.
Its in the book i have linked before.

 

[futuregigamogger]

My dick would probably halo in this scenario if I wasn't facially ugly. Even then, I've had girls tell me my dick size would be unacceptable, albeit being on Reddit, and not in real life. So it's hard to believe, you know?

thats reddit,they probably believe you are larping anyways.
Dont take shit for granted at reddit.
These are the same people that will put others down for having a small penis.

Some Guy here ran BigDickGame on Tinder and he also had 6-7 inches girth with amazing results.
I really dont think its a problem.
Id say its a big fantasy for most women.

 

[banjojones]

I decided back in October that I did not want to have a penis anymore, so I started planning on eventually having my penis surgically removed.

Firstly, I will never, ever have sex, so I will not be able to actually use my penis. I am very, very ugly, and no woman would want to have a sexual partner that is as ugly as me. I don't want to have something on my body that I consider to be useless to me, so it was pretty easy to determine that my penis needs to be removed just based off of this alone.

Secondly, my penis is freakishly sized. My length can go anywhere from six to seven inches, depending on the stimulation. That's not a big deal, honestly, that's just average. But my girth is seven inches, and if you don't know what a penis with seven inches of girth looks like, I suggest you Google it. There is no way my penis could bring pleasure to any woman, because it is so big. At the least, it would tear them, and at the most, it wouldn't even fit. There is simply no vagina that could accommodate my penis.

Thirdly, I absolutely hate having a penis. Pretty much all male genitalia for that matter. It's so annoying to receive erections, when it's not like I can do anything with them in the first place. Peeing is annoying and gross, I hate that too, but I could only commit suicide for that problem to be erased, and I'm not doing that as of now, so I can live with that. But the fact that my penis excretes another liquid that I find disturbing and gross is what really makes me angry. That liquid is CUM. I hate cum, and I hate that I cannot control it. I wish I did not produce sperm.

Fourthly, I hate masturbating. I do not masturbate by choice, I masturbate because hormones force me to. I wish I did not start masturbating, it is gross, and really useless for me. Masturbating is basically practice for the real deal, and I will never have the real deal, so what is the point? Yet, my brain wants me to masturbate at least once every single day. And I am not proud of what I masturbate to, because for some reason I have a fart fetish, which makes everything so much worse. I never asked for it to be this way, but my childhood led me to develop such a sick fetish.

Therefore, I believe it is best for me to have my penis surgically removed. I want to have sex nullification surgery. I will legitimately spend my entire savings account on this surgery. I really, really cannot live with my penis anymore. I might lie and say I am transgender or suffer from gender dysphoria, that way they will approve it. And honestly, it's not even that much of a lie - I'd much rather be a woman. My plan is so foolproof, and I see no way that they would be able to turn me down. Then, after I have my penis removed, I can live in bliss.

I would never worry about my virginity again, because I simply wouldn't be physically able to lose it. And hopefully, I'd also be able to receive chemical castration, which would remove all my sexual desire in the first place. Hell, they could just remove my testicles for all I care, take it all away. I don't want any of it, and I wish I was never born with it in the first place. Then, I wouldn't even need to worry about dating anymore, which would make me very happy, and not depressed and sad.

I plan on posting updates of my journey as it continues on, especially once I get the surgery. I just have to wait until I'm 18 first, which is in a few months. Then, I will actually be able to start enjoying my life.

Thank you for reading.

your dick is not 7 inches in diameter!

 

[Deleted member 26448]

your dick is not 7 inches in diameter!

I have a seven inch girth penis, bro.

 

[thecel]

Why not get a vagina? Why nullify?