ropefuel. just act like u dont care at all next time might work.i felt some sort of vibe when i was near her i felt like she was looking at me quite a lot and it made me develop a crush and then i started acting really retarded and nervous in her presence and its likely that if there was something there then i ruined it now. but theres a 90% chance it was just delusion. Iam hopeless GG
yea that was my exact thought process too but i literally am just about to leave school and thats gonna be it and ill never see her again most likely, i randomly saw her the other day somewhere i didnt expect and it kind of surprised me and i froze up and probably seemed weird again its hard for me to control it. Sigh
tbh just take a yerk one day go find her and simply ask for her ig to get to know her before you end school. adderall, dmaa, high dose nicotine, alc, weed. whatever makes u feel low inhib + energetic at the same time. not only will the 180 of ur personality shock her it will probably regain her interest bc u shifted the way you made her receptors feel. no point in not trying unless u wanna learn that lesson the hard way. everyones gonna die nobody REALLY cares so do whatever u gotta do G.
Stoopidi felt some sort of vibe when i was near her i felt like she was looking at me quite a lot and it made me develop a crush and then i started acting really retarded and nervous in her presence and its likely that if there was something there then i ruined it now. but theres a 90% chance it was just delusion. Iam hopeless GG
thanks for the advice and you are right tbh. months just fly by and im realising life (and most certainly actual liveable life <30ish) is short. Maybe ill do something but tbh the most i could see myself doing realistically is adding her on instagram. Ive also never been drunk or high and definitely not in a social environment so idk what works lol
dont necessarily wanna push u on drugs but in certain cases of ND it can help (as it did for me tho now im addicted to a few things) and ur spot on w the under 30 shit most ppl think they can do anything after 35 like buddy ur done
. not me tho yall stay safe.literally bro and even within these years each year is just worse and worse from 18 onwards. Theres pretty much nothing onwards from 18 that will enhance your life in any way you will just be able to get away with less and less (there will be more pressure on you to make something of yourself) and your looks will fade and you will stop being cool with young people. And about the drugs even aside from illegal drugs i think i should probably go to therapy and try and get perscribed something but im not sure how beneficial itll bedont necessarily wanna push u on drugs but in certain cases of ND it can help (as it did for me tho now im addicted to a few things) and ur spot on w the under 30 shit most ppl think they can do anything after 35 like buddy ur done
yh just get multiple universal opinions on ur ongoing mental state and make an educated decision. therapists more of the time than not arent the brightest and the psychis they reco u to are just pure form capitalists who r feening for ur money
. gl tho, incorporate even the smallest of changes bfr its too late.
