Vrik
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Truecel rage incoming:
was on the bus today. normal fucking ride nothing special. then behind me there was a couple of kids. like 12, laughing non stop.
they started playing a game. every time we see blue we kiss. they kissed. laughed. then every time we see green we kiss. more kissing. then the boy says every time we see a tree we kiss.
i live in a small natural city. trees everywhere. so it didnt stop. just kissing and laughing over and over, touching eachother and laughing like nothing else exists in the whole world
and yeah i felt it. envy, sharp and ugly. that tight pressure in the face and chest. then hate, not because they did anything wrong but because i was forced to watch and hear something i dont have and never had. it felt humiliating. like life rubbing it in my face.
i stared straight ahead pretending nothing was happening while inside i was boiling. jaw clenched. face burning. i wanted to rip my face off just to escape the feeling. not to hurt anyone. just to stop comparing. stop seeing. stop existing in that moment.
two fucking kids with effortless happiness behind me and im sitting there rotting quietly on a bus. just envy hate and shame hitting all at once, fuck it all
was on the bus today. normal fucking ride nothing special. then behind me there was a couple of kids. like 12, laughing non stop.
they started playing a game. every time we see blue we kiss. they kissed. laughed. then every time we see green we kiss. more kissing. then the boy says every time we see a tree we kiss.
i live in a small natural city. trees everywhere. so it didnt stop. just kissing and laughing over and over, touching eachother and laughing like nothing else exists in the whole world
and yeah i felt it. envy, sharp and ugly. that tight pressure in the face and chest. then hate, not because they did anything wrong but because i was forced to watch and hear something i dont have and never had. it felt humiliating. like life rubbing it in my face.
i stared straight ahead pretending nothing was happening while inside i was boiling. jaw clenched. face burning. i wanted to rip my face off just to escape the feeling. not to hurt anyone. just to stop comparing. stop seeing. stop existing in that moment.
two fucking kids with effortless happiness behind me and im sitting there rotting quietly on a bus. just envy hate and shame hitting all at once, fuck it all
