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virgin
it‘s so over
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I was not that active the last weeks(I know nobody cares), because I had to prepare for my exams. I still have 3 weeks till my exams and I learned so much that now I can go on .org without feeling terrible.
Again nobody cares, but what happened in these few weeks. I got new copes with is awesome. These are copes that can easily distract you for hours and also have long term goals. So I think thats pretty nice that I have goal in mind and not just doing some pointless cope.
I am still losing weight it goes pretty well. Today I ate a little bit too much so I will not eat anything for the rest of the day. I still didnt smoke(quit cigarettes for 2 months now) and I feel awesome. I do sports and try to eat healthy. Imo these are the best copes you can do.
So enough positivity now the bad things that happened in the past weeks.
I still get treated like a subhuman and I even had girls laughing after they pass me on the streets. Even when I was at uni there was this girl who was walking towards me. She saw my face and made an instant 180 turn and started walking faster.
I will try dating apps after I reach 160lbs, currently at around 180 lbs and will also try to stylemax. I am really thinking about rhino since I am scared that my surgeon could fuck it up with for example a too feminine nose or a too point nose.
My goal for this year is to ascend from subhuman to ltn.
Again nobody cares, but what happened in these few weeks. I got new copes with is awesome. These are copes that can easily distract you for hours and also have long term goals. So I think thats pretty nice that I have goal in mind and not just doing some pointless cope.
I am still losing weight it goes pretty well. Today I ate a little bit too much so I will not eat anything for the rest of the day. I still didnt smoke(quit cigarettes for 2 months now) and I feel awesome. I do sports and try to eat healthy. Imo these are the best copes you can do.
So enough positivity now the bad things that happened in the past weeks.
I still get treated like a subhuman and I even had girls laughing after they pass me on the streets. Even when I was at uni there was this girl who was walking towards me. She saw my face and made an instant 180 turn and started walking faster.
I will try dating apps after I reach 160lbs, currently at around 180 lbs and will also try to stylemax. I am really thinking about rhino since I am scared that my surgeon could fuck it up with for example a too feminine nose or a too point nose.
My goal for this year is to ascend from subhuman to ltn.
