I was never worthy of my oneitis

[Apparition]

not only lookswise but also personality wise as well. I was weaker than she was. She was 3 years younger than me and she was fully realized about herself and how she wants to live.

meanwhile i was a suicidal mess. i needed her not to only keep me alive but also make me realize how i wanted to be as a person.

and this is beta as fuck. as a man, its YOU that you should influence women not the other way around.

women, want a guy that makes them feel INFERIOR. a guy that they look up to not a weak faggot that looks up to them.

and no matter what i do she will always be a step ahead of me. it doesnt matter if i make more money and become more succesful, the fact that i needed her to do anything will always make her better.

i also could never understand how she knew that both my parents were educated. how could she have known? meanwhile, i still cannot tell anything about other people, i dont have psychic powers.

 

[Rea]

this is the case for everyone's oneitis

 

[Apparition]

this is the case for everyone's oneitis

this is what happens when you dont have male role models growing up

 

[Rea]

this is what happens when you dont have male role models growing up

just be 6'6 chad

 

[Apparition]

just be 6'6 chad

just be NT

 

[Rea]

just be NT

cope