MyDreamIsToBe183CM
Currently have a 86% of dying
- Joined
- Apr 25, 2024
- Posts
- 2,595
- Reputation
- 1,834
I was planninfg to rope like last summer but i couldnt cope with the guilt of leaving my parents with that burden so i told myself i would give ymself atleast six months to better my mental health before i attempt again
So a few weeks ago I had an argument with my parents about my mental health and out of rage i think they told me I should die and that nobody cares about my life.
I tried not thinking much of it because I knew, or atleast thought they only said it out of rage, and didnt actuall ymean it.
Fast forward, they keep repeating i should just leave and implying im a lost cause.
Tbh that was the only thing preventing me from roping early, now i dont really know what to do. Its been a few years and my mental health never got better. I was supposed to try and improve for another six months, but tbh i dont see any reason to not do it rn
So a few weeks ago I had an argument with my parents about my mental health and out of rage i think they told me I should die and that nobody cares about my life.
I tried not thinking much of it because I knew, or atleast thought they only said it out of rage, and didnt actuall ymean it.
Fast forward, they keep repeating i should just leave and implying im a lost cause.
Tbh that was the only thing preventing me from roping early, now i dont really know what to do. Its been a few years and my mental health never got better. I was supposed to try and improve for another six months, but tbh i dont see any reason to not do it rn