I wasn’t able to leave this forum… Especially not when this incident occurred 😭

afroheadluke

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I'm feeling really lost right now. I try to put together a nice outfit, try a few different poses, but I still feel like I don't measure up to today’s standard. No matter how hard I try, I can’t shake the feeling that I’ll never be enough. It feels like there's no hope for me, like I have no potential. I just don’t get it—whenever I’m around girls, whether it's in person or online, they seem to be scared of me for no reason. I try to be kind, but they still say I come across as intimidating. I just want to do well, I really do, but it’s so tough when it feels like everyone’s just waiting to bring me down. I would never hurt anyone, but I can’t understand why some people seem so frightened by me. Maybe I’m just too unattractive to even look at in the first place.
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They even twisted my words to make it seem as if I was being hateful towards people of Islam. We were just making a documentary about the dangers of Discord, and they took one clip where I was doing an impression of the average e boy, and again made me seem like something I’m not. I can't escape the grip of these horrible people. Every single moment, every day, it dominates my thoughts. What could I have done differently? The life I could have lived? It feels like I'm just a ghost of who I used to be. I feel stuck between coping or giving up. I’m almost starting to feel like it's over for me, and I wonder if I should just hold on a little longer. Once I turn 18, if my surgeries don't make me feel better, I don't see how I could go on. For the next year or so, I feel like I'll just rot in my room, overwhelmed with regret over the chances I missed and the life I never got to live. Maybe I'll find a job, or try something new, but even if I change everything about myself, I can't shake the memories of those kids in that terrible server. No matter how much I plead, no matter how much I try, the cause of my depression and anxiety will never really go away. It just feels like there’s no hope left for me.
 
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dnr
 
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Not a molecule
 
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Dnr
 
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“yeah bro im NT”
 
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gimme the uber eats code man, im hungry rn. help a brotha
 
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gimme the uber eats code man, im hungry rn. help a brotha
fuck u asshole! i doubt you even read the thread and now youre asking me to feed u?
 
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They're intimidated cus you sound autistic and you got hollow cheeks
 
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They're intimidated cus you sound autistic and you got hollow cheeks
they tried to expose me for buccal fat removal on call
but again ill never admit to surgeries
its just low body fat
and how do i sound autistic
 
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u think ur angry? u dont know what teh fuck ivr been through! read thread
Too many words nigga, its 6 am my eyes are fucking dry, im tired, i wanna sleep but its like my hands are welded to my phone and i cant put it down 👇🏻
 
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Too many words nigga, its 6 am my eyes are fucking dry, im tired, i wanna sleep but its like my hands are welded to my phone and i cant put it down 👇🏻
oh ok bro get some good rest my niogga! our rivalry restarts as soon as u wake up
 
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Maybe stop being a jestermaxxer nigga
 
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who unbanned this niigga
 
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Maybe stop being a jestermaxxer nigga
im not a jester at all they were just tempting me
wait

did you just call me the N word? I WILL KILL YOU FOR SAYING THAT!

GET OUT OF MY HEAAD!!!!!
 
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im not a jester at all they were just tempting me
wait

did you just call me the N word? I WILL KILL YOU FOR SAYING THAT!

GET OUT OF MY HEAAD!!!!!
Nigga youre jestering with your voice its obvious that youre hard trying to be funny but you could have learnt from here that everyone hates you when youre doing that and stop. BUT if its your real voice then i woukd consiser smoking a pack of cigs every hour
 
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you've had one bad experience and run to an online forum get used to it
 
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Nigga youre jestering with your voice its obvious that youre hard trying to be funny but you could have learnt from here that everyone hates you when youre doing that and stop. BUT if its your real voice then i woukd consiser smoking a pack of cigs every hour
whats wrong my voice bro
 
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you've had one bad experience and run to an online forum get used to it
this is my second home where else would i go
 
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this is my second home where else would i go
you're just avoiding your problems by being here you need to face your problems there no way around it
 
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you're just avoiding your problems by being here you need to face your problems there no way around it
I don’t know how to maybe kicking your ass could help why did you start off by being rude to me now nice
 
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I don’t know how to maybe kicking your ass could help why did you start off by being rude to me now nice
you're such an abused dog you cant comprehend someone being nice to you 😂😂
 
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