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monk321
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My body starts to feel heavy again , i'm aware of it all the time because i start to get excessively big also my old clothes do not fit anymore, luckily i ordered reta and hopefully will arrive within 2 weeks.
I really can't stand this and seeing how it looksminned me when seeing my old pics makes me even more depressed. If you have eating disorders since childhood they will reshape forever how you treat food making you a miserable food addict constantly on the verge of a huge weight gain relapse despite all your years of effort.
In that case you either cope like a retarded normie in denial or you have to face the brutal truth and pain of having flawed brain chemistry forever.
I really can't stand this and seeing how it looksminned me when seeing my old pics makes me even more depressed. If you have eating disorders since childhood they will reshape forever how you treat food making you a miserable food addict constantly on the verge of a huge weight gain relapse despite all your years of effort.
In that case you either cope like a retarded normie in denial or you have to face the brutal truth and pain of having flawed brain chemistry forever.
