Michael15651
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The last couple of months I’ve been doing calisthenics and eating extremely healthy. Poultry and red meat for protein 5x a day with vegetables, yogurt, oats, and fruit
I decided to get a gym membership and was super exited to head to the gym after work. I had my gym clothes on under my uniform and was ready to move up.
Here I thought on a Tuesday morning at 6 AM the gym would be empty. Wrong. It was PACKED with people on 300 treadmills facing the weights (where I wanted to work out). That means 300 people would be WATCHING a beginner try to work out.
Within less than 30 seconds I scouted the area and walked out in tears.
I went straight home and dumped out $400 worth of healthy food, pounds of chicken, veal, liver, broccoli, asparagus, carrots, blueberries, etc… I ripped my gym card and tossed my $300 worth of (at home) weights in the garbage.
I wanted to build muscle mass. I have a six pack but it made me realize. I eat 5 meals of fucking chicken a day, eat healthy, avoid sugar, and yet I still look the same a month ago. Oh, so I can do 60 push ups compared to 40? So what. I don’t look any different.
I’m order to achieve perfect frame, chiseled six pack abs 24/7, 60+ pounds of muscle mass, I’d have to do this 7 days a week for 8+ years to achieve barely noticeable results with 6 different steroids.
I fucking hate myself. I punched my not chiseled six pack several times and slammed my fist into my head numerous times. Fuck the gym. Fuck eating healthy. There will always be someone better than me so what’s the point?
I lost all motivation.
I decided to get a gym membership and was super exited to head to the gym after work. I had my gym clothes on under my uniform and was ready to move up.
Here I thought on a Tuesday morning at 6 AM the gym would be empty. Wrong. It was PACKED with people on 300 treadmills facing the weights (where I wanted to work out). That means 300 people would be WATCHING a beginner try to work out.
Within less than 30 seconds I scouted the area and walked out in tears.
I went straight home and dumped out $400 worth of healthy food, pounds of chicken, veal, liver, broccoli, asparagus, carrots, blueberries, etc… I ripped my gym card and tossed my $300 worth of (at home) weights in the garbage.
I wanted to build muscle mass. I have a six pack but it made me realize. I eat 5 meals of fucking chicken a day, eat healthy, avoid sugar, and yet I still look the same a month ago. Oh, so I can do 60 push ups compared to 40? So what. I don’t look any different.
I’m order to achieve perfect frame, chiseled six pack abs 24/7, 60+ pounds of muscle mass, I’d have to do this 7 days a week for 8+ years to achieve barely noticeable results with 6 different steroids.
I fucking hate myself. I punched my not chiseled six pack several times and slammed my fist into my head numerous times. Fuck the gym. Fuck eating healthy. There will always be someone better than me so what’s the point?
I lost all motivation.