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I will never rly grow up. Life is just a game for me. It doesnt matter what i do, or how i dress, i just dont mature.
i never properly socialized, i had neither the looks nor the brains for it. I never had sex and never will. I never liked any girl i met except for the ones i met off Tinder. I have even posted a few of them here and they got rated bottom tier by people, they didnt like me anyway.
People here will tell me to fuck a hooker but that doesnt solve the fact that i was never able to have connections and relationships in general. There arent easy solutions in life.
Im a very strange person sadly and i get weirder and weirder over time. i dont like anything i do, im never happy with anything, everything seems meaningless, have tried to kms a few times too. I dont have friends, only colleagues and competition.
All these problems stem from the fact that i was lagging a lot in school and i never managed to compensate for that. if i was smarter or better looking i would have fitted in with my classmates and wouldnt clinge on women so much. I had rly shitty childhood and teenagehood to the point that i couldnt even jerk off from all the bullying and dehumanization. I will never make up for that.
I dont expect anyone to uderstand me and noone will rly. I have inhuman willpower but its completely pointless since life is entirely determines by your GENETICS.
i never properly socialized, i had neither the looks nor the brains for it. I never had sex and never will. I never liked any girl i met except for the ones i met off Tinder. I have even posted a few of them here and they got rated bottom tier by people, they didnt like me anyway.
People here will tell me to fuck a hooker but that doesnt solve the fact that i was never able to have connections and relationships in general. There arent easy solutions in life.
Im a very strange person sadly and i get weirder and weirder over time. i dont like anything i do, im never happy with anything, everything seems meaningless, have tried to kms a few times too. I dont have friends, only colleagues and competition.
All these problems stem from the fact that i was lagging a lot in school and i never managed to compensate for that. if i was smarter or better looking i would have fitted in with my classmates and wouldnt clinge on women so much. I had rly shitty childhood and teenagehood to the point that i couldnt even jerk off from all the bullying and dehumanization. I will never make up for that.
I dont expect anyone to uderstand me and noone will rly. I have inhuman willpower but its completely pointless since life is entirely determines by your GENETICS.
