mrz_selgr
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I am almost 5’11”, about 179 cm. Due to me being malnourished, especially from age 14 to the beginning of being 16, and I don’t mean I wasn’t on the primal diet yet, but I was starving myself because of gym culture. I ate a highly restrictive low-fat gymbro diet, counting the calories of sugar-free ketchup via a scale. I was completely fucked up, had a crippling ED, would fast the whole day so I could have a feast, did all kinds of drugs, but mostly cannabis, while being hooked on stimulants similar to Ritalin that I got prescribed for my ADHD. Not to forget, I bulked up before all that because I saw a video of Sam Sulek doing a FDOE at 13, the dirty bulk one, and because I was desperate to get bigger, I started dirty bulking like crazy. And then I met this stupid bitch. She liked me and all, that’s why I started cutting like crazy in the first place, and because of my diagnosed autism, I was always an attention-seeking fuck that would do anything it takes to get other people to like me.
So back to the LL part. Now we got a small amount of lore, if anyone even fucking read that. I come out of a somewhat wealthy family. I go to a private school and would be able to cover the costs when I turn 18. When you read the first part, you will know what kind of person I am, and due to the fact that I had an extremely good base because of my mother, I am definitely in HTN territory, and I really mean it. I’ve been on the primal diet for a good year now, and it ascended me pretty drastically. I wouldn’t have a real problem getting a girlfriend, but on the other hand, I am really high inhib, especially because of my height. I have a long torso and short legs, and being 5’11” in Germany at my age is HELL. The average height for a 12-year-old here is 6’3”, and that is why I developed a serious OCD problem about my height. I am extremely conscious about it 24/7, and it literally ruins my life. Even when there is a bitch who clearly wants to fuck if she is my height or taller there is no way, I feel like a lil boy and I can’t get over it .As I have been suicidal since I can remember. It also almost cost me my life 3 months ago. I am so obsessed with the idea of having longer legs. I really would take over the world. But don’t get it twisted when I am not thinking about it I am a somewhat happy person especially since I am on the primal diet.
Besides that, I forgot to mention that I ran 6 IUs of HGH for 8 months and before that did some CJC/IPA cope. I am still on anastrozole for the sole reason that I had anastrozole left because I bought in bulk, but soon will quit because my plates have probably closed since the last checkup of my growth plates. Even tough I grew almost an cm like 0,8 cm but that was the last bit I could squeeze out since I am an early bloomer
Now you know some of the lore. Probably nobody gonna take me seriously with them 130 posts, but I will keep u guys updated with my journey, and I promise you guys that I will get it done. I am really that dedicated, and there is nothing in my way except the age, but as soon as it is possible, I will have done it.
(mb for the lore but it goes waay deeper)
So back to the LL part. Now we got a small amount of lore, if anyone even fucking read that. I come out of a somewhat wealthy family. I go to a private school and would be able to cover the costs when I turn 18. When you read the first part, you will know what kind of person I am, and due to the fact that I had an extremely good base because of my mother, I am definitely in HTN territory, and I really mean it. I’ve been on the primal diet for a good year now, and it ascended me pretty drastically. I wouldn’t have a real problem getting a girlfriend, but on the other hand, I am really high inhib, especially because of my height. I have a long torso and short legs, and being 5’11” in Germany at my age is HELL. The average height for a 12-year-old here is 6’3”, and that is why I developed a serious OCD problem about my height. I am extremely conscious about it 24/7, and it literally ruins my life. Even when there is a bitch who clearly wants to fuck if she is my height or taller there is no way, I feel like a lil boy and I can’t get over it .As I have been suicidal since I can remember. It also almost cost me my life 3 months ago. I am so obsessed with the idea of having longer legs. I really would take over the world. But don’t get it twisted when I am not thinking about it I am a somewhat happy person especially since I am on the primal diet.
Besides that, I forgot to mention that I ran 6 IUs of HGH for 8 months and before that did some CJC/IPA cope. I am still on anastrozole for the sole reason that I had anastrozole left because I bought in bulk, but soon will quit because my plates have probably closed since the last checkup of my growth plates. Even tough I grew almost an cm like 0,8 cm but that was the last bit I could squeeze out since I am an early bloomer
Now you know some of the lore. Probably nobody gonna take me seriously with them 130 posts, but I will keep u guys updated with my journey, and I promise you guys that I will get it done. I am really that dedicated, and there is nothing in my way except the age, but as soon as it is possible, I will have done it.
(mb for the lore but it goes waay deeper)
