i will kill myself but its only a matter of

[nsk4ll]

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

 

[nsk4ll]

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

nigga

 

[2cbees]

give life a chance
dont kill ur self, is what the system wants
but if u ever do do it in front of these ppl u hate
but dont kys plisss

 

[nsk4ll]

give life a chance
dont kill ur self, is what the system wants
but if u ever do do it in front of these ppl u hate
but dont kys plisss

well i am contemplating whether doing it or not a lot lately but i will stick around for longer i think
just for u

 

[Whirr22222]

Have u even got 1 surgery or taken AAS? Are u even trying to improve or wallowing in sadness.

 

[2cbees]

well i am contemplating whether doing it or not a lot lately but i will stick around for longer i think
just for u

this entire month i was willing to buy a gun from the cartel and do it
but ill give life a chance

 

[nsk4ll]

Have u even got 1 surgery or taken AAS? Are u even trying to improve or wallowing in sadness.

i cant get surgery yet am underage
i am doing my best i am gymcelling rn i eat well i sleep well

 

[nsk4ll]

this entire month i was willing to buy a gun from the cartel and do it
but ill give life a chance

thankgod you didnt
it'd make me sad yknow
i hope ur life gets better bhai

 

[copingmaxnt]

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

cutting as in like in the gym right?

 

[2cbees]

thankgod you didnt
it'd make me sad yknow
i hope ur life gets better bhai

i need to moveout rn everyone around me is fucking crazy, i feel like im the most normal one, even being here
foids make a nigga go crazzyy

 

[Whirr22222]

i cant get surgery yet am underage
i am doing my best i am gymcelling rn i eat well i sleep well

Sounds like u have a quitters mentality. I BET you dont have a proper surgery plan OR any savings for it.

 

[nsk4ll]

cutting as in like in the gym right?

no i used to cut my thigh
but i dont do it anymore

 

[car12345]

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

DNR faggot, the earlier the better, the suffering is only gonna get exponentionally worse, if you didnt have luck in your childhood your adulthood will be even worse.

 

[nsk4ll]

i need to moveout rn everyone around me is fucking crazy, i feel like im the most normal one, even being here
foids make a nigga go crazzyy

yea but i dont think situation is better anywhere, unless i move to countryside.
they are w*men after all, illogical beings with no purpose what can we even expect from them

 

[copingmaxnt]

no i used to cut my thigh
but i dont do it anymore

thats good that u stopped keep it that way self-harm is so not worth it

 

[car12345]

cant get surgery yet am underage

take this guys advice and go ER, even if you get plastic surgery it wont save you.

 

[nsk4ll]

thats good that u stopped keep it that way self-harm is so not worth it

yea i realized its stupid

 

[Mutumbu]

get well soon bhai

 

[nsk4ll]

take this guys advice and go ER, even if you get plastic surgery it wont save you.

 

[foidhater123]

i will miss you btw

 

[2cbees]

yea but i dont think situation is better anywhere, unless i move to countryside.
they are w*men after all, illogical beings with no purpose what can we even expect from them

what are ur stats? ik u r a mtn, if thats true so moving after 18 should work for u, if u overcome social anxiety

 

[Miki]

Don't do it my friend, it gets better. I recommend taking a break from society for a weekend and going camping to a beautiful place in nature

 

[Doesitmatter?]

There are some bettER options i guess

 

[jester]

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

modern day er
psl don’t make this forum shut down if you decide to shoot up a school, delete your account beforehand

 

[nsk4ll]

what are ur stats? ik u r a mtn, if thats true so moving after 18 should work for u, if u overcome social anxiety

im like diagnosed autistic also i have no friends at all and didnt have any for 3 years
i changed like 3 schools and made fun of in each of them

 

[nsk4ll]

modern day er
psl don’t make this forum shut down if you decide to shoot up a school, delete your account beforehand

no grey i can do anything i want

 

[nsk4ll]

Don't do it my friend, it gets better. I recommend taking a break from society for a weekend and going camping to a beautiful place in nature

i live in a semi-desert and my parents are strict

 

[jester]

no grey i can do anything i want

i’m not grey bitch i almost have 2k posts

 

[nsk4ll]

i will miss u too if i do dw
this forum is the only place where i met with decent people

i will miss you btw

 

[nsk4ll]

i’m not grey bitch i almost have 2k posts

everyone is grey until 10k posts
@turkcelfatcel humble him

 

[jester]

everyone is grey until 10k posts
@turkcelfatcel humble him

wowwwww
bro hit 10k posts 30m ago

 

[foidhater123]

i will miss u too if i do dw
this forum is the only place where i met with decent people

why dont u give it more time

 

[iblamechico]

Just goon everytime you wanna kill yourself

 

[jester]

everyone is grey until 10k posts
@turkcelfatcel humble him

bro you don’t even have 10k posts yourself

 

[nsk4ll]

idk when i will do it anyway so there is time

why dont u give it more time

 

[valentine]

youre not gonna do anything lil bro

 

[nsk4ll]

bro you don’t even have 10k posts yourself

yes and you dont see me denying being a grey

 

[nsk4ll]

youre not gonna do anything lil bro

i will in near future nikka

 

[valentine]

i will in near future nikka

for what

 

[jester]

yes and you dont see me denying being a grey

ahhhhh
fair point

 

[taai]

Killing yourself is only worth if ur old enough to not be able to do shit by urself anymore, be patient

 

[nsk4ll]

for what

for several issues

 

[gymcelld]

See you tomorrow bro

 

[nsk4ll]

See you tomorrow bro

i did not say i will kill myself today
if your eyes are not blind u can seei mentioned 'a matter of how and WHEN'

 

[valentine]

for several issues

why not fix it instead of killing yourself

 

[notagreycell]

Lemme

when and how. i have stopped cutting like for a few weeks since its so retarded. i just dont like the thought of killing myself while women and people who made my life hell will go about their day unpunished, completely ignorant that i killed myself and i will just become another statistic. but i also can't go on anymore people are just disgusting creatures that make my day awful. my days feel completely same anyway and me ascending is highly implausible. i will just leave it to time now, i will decide what will i do in the near future. i wonder if my parents or teachers will find out this account ever after i do that

Kill you

 

[gymcelld]

i did not say i will kill myself today
if your eyes are not blind u can seei mentioned 'a matter of how and WHEN'

U won’t do anything

 

[nsk4ll]

Lemme

Kill you

thats low t

 

[nsk4ll]

U won’t do anything

we will see

 

[tomahawk]

I feel the same way