I will never amount to anything

[BHB]

I am ugly, socially terrible, have a disability that like a third of ppl with it try to kill themselves sometime in their life, have no friends, am naturally fucked in the head, and so much more. I want to become a lawyer, and i think i can do that, so when i say i will never amount to anything it’s more so a matter of “i will never make new relationships, platonic or otherwise, will not be remembered (unless its for something bad), and will likely be hated my whole life.” im not even a nihilist, i think life can have meaning and you can make a difference. I just know that i will live a far less meaningful life, a far less fulfilling life, and a far more hated life.

 

[eyecelforlife]

DNR