2chudded2care
Rabbi Goy Rapist
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Literally no matter what I do I can't talk to women. It's not even my looks, I'm somewhat above average (especially for my city) and have had many talking stages but the moment anyone catches a glimpse of my autism they run the other way. I went through trying so hard, giving up completely, and then finally being happy and at peace and accepting that I'll be fine on my own as long as I have God but then I got a girlfriend. Well, on the internet but still, I became so fucking attached to her and now I just desperately need female attention but because I was with the same girl for 9 months I completely forgot how to start a relationship from the bottom. Infact my ex didn't even like my personality. She just fucking imagined me to be like some other dream model tradhusband or whatever the fuck you want to call it. Now thanks to her I'm left with nothing and it's impossible for me to even approach a relationship with a woman. It's literally always the same. I meet someone I like, don't know how to make any moves so I just end up befriending them and end up becoming like the stereotypical looser guy bestfriend, the obsession starts to become unbearable and so I finally tell them how I feel and it's always the exact same response. I fucking hate living like this and I wish i wasn't so desperate for attention I wish I could just wait for the right person to eventually come along and then everything will be alright.
Sorry for the gay poorly structured rant but I need to get this off my chest and literally nobody will listen to me
Sorry for the gay poorly structured rant but I need to get this off my chest and literally nobody will listen to me