I will never see or talk with my old oneitis ever again

[Apparition]

i dont even know if she is alive at this point. she probably doesnt remember me anyway. imagine having one decent girl that gives a fuck about you and you just give up on her cuz she wouldnt suck your dick on the 2nd date.

and then you make superhuman efforts to try and find another and it fails miserably. meanwhile you could be texting her without having put any effort at all.