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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
 
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
lol cope stupid chud go back to .is nigga
 
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
BAHAHAHAHAHA
 
in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
dnr dnrd dnrd dnrd
dnrd
may i get granted the strenght to forcefully dnrd this boyo
 
youre completely right thank you for mooding me up.

i wish you the best in life
focus on your education especially when you’re young

foolish teenage foids aren’t the way to go lol
 
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
I’m sorry bro I feel ur pain I hope u end up with a loving partner and get away from her and get better don’t ever look back
 
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I’m sorry bro I feel ur pain I hope u end up with a loving partner and get away from her and get better don’t ever look back
thank you, i wish the same for you too.
 
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Had a similar case. She wasnt yours tbh and as a teenager you shouldnt really look for something like this. Jealousy is fine just keep going and dont take a woman seriously
 
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
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read everything, I'm not surprised with her responses.
But I was surprised when you asked her for forgiveness, hope you move on
 
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read everything, I'm not surprised with her responses.
But I was surprised when you asked her for forgiveness, hope you move on
thank you for reading this it means a lot to me.
 
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Your problem is, that you got mogged by the other guy.

Not only that, you also acted like a bitch. You should have never apologized. You got too emotional, put her on a pedestal etc.

Should have asked her out after a few days of talking.
 
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Some real yujiro hanma type shit
 
in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
Why do niggas get attached to foids KNOWING their nature then end up depressed and emotional.
 
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
Primary school tales, also how fucking beta are you that you asked for forgiveness
 
in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.

I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back:lul::lul:

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..

we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy

but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff

and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit

oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone

and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me

now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back

and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)

so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.

i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir

so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower

and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")

so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"

and yesterday it happened..

i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)

so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "🫰"

and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.

all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)

and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.

and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.

it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!

@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
Okay let’s start from the beginning. When you said you thought you became friends with her you actually never did she never considered you anything she just thought of you of someone she could vent too. Next is that when you crush on a girl you have to find out if she has any bfs, brothers ect. Afterwards you acted like a child when you texted her that makes me think you have barely any experience on texting girls. When you were texting her you seemed like you were MAD jealous and seemed like a weirdo. And tf you doing stalking her.
In the end it was purely ur fault not hers, because you considered her as a friend when you didn’t know what she actually thought of you and you didn’t know if she had a bf.
And when you said you hate Christian girls because some else Christian girl did the same to you that isn’t Gods fault that’s the humans fault. True Christians don’t act like her because I’m chriastin and I’ve talked to Christian women my self and I know how true Christian’s girls act, they are OPEN ALL THE TIME they don’t keep their love life privet either.
Planning god isn’t a smart thing too do because god gives you the free will to do things doesn’t mean if you do something bad it’s gods fault because he let you do those things you decided to do them. It’s like we all have free speech in America but there are consequences for the free speech you say.
In the end it’s your fault for falling for her that quick without knowing anything about her if she gossiped bad things about HER friends RUN like bro you think she doesn’t do the same to you when she’s with HER friends. She’s disloyal and a person who will try doing anything to fit it like you said she got instagram but doesn’t have snap or TikTok but still has instagram because she wants to fit IN. This is the problem with girls these days they all try to fit in and have no original personality ITS ALL COPY AND PASTE.!
 
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Okay let’s start from the beginning. When you said you thought you became friends with her you actually never did she never considered you anything she just thought of you of someone she could vent too. Next is that when you crush on a girl you have to find out if she has any bfs, brothers ect. Afterwards you acted like a child when you texted her that makes me think you have barely any experience on texting girls. When you were texting her you seemed like you were MAD jealous and seemed like a weirdo. And tf you doing stalking her.
In the end it was purely ur fault not hers, because you considered her as a friend when you didn’t know what she actually thought of you and you didn’t know if she had a bf.
And when you said you hate Christian girls because some else Christian girl did the same to you that isn’t Gods fault that’s the humans fault. True Christians don’t act like her because I’m chriastin and I’ve talked to Christian women my self and I know how true Christian’s girls act, they are OPEN ALL THE TIME they don’t keep their love life privet either.
Planning god isn’t a smart thing too do because god gives you the free will to do things doesn’t mean if you do something bad it’s gods fault because he let you do those things you decided to do them. It’s like we all have free speech in America but there are consequences for the free speech you say.
thank you for this im viewing this from a whole different perspective now.
 
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dont worry thing get better
keep grinding keep hustling
 

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