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basementcel
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in this thread you will learn about my deep hatred towards this female humanoid from my class and what makes me wishing her an insufferable death.
I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back

and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..
we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy
but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff
and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit
oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone
and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me
now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back
and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)
so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.
i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir
so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower
and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")
so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"
and yesterday it happened..
i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)
so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "
"
and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.
all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)
and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.
and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.
it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!
@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
I got to a new school and she was the prettiest girl I have ever seen so I tried to have a conversation with her and asked her where she‘s from and she said she is
romanian but didnt ask me back
and then a few weeks passed and we sorta became "friends" atleast thats what i
thought..
we gossiped about so many ppl in our school and i really thought that we would be made for eachother and we were once at the cinema with our class because yk it was before winter break bc the teachers wanted to make us happy
but yeah fuck that, she sat next to me and oh i forgot she even gossiped about her friends in class and said they are cringe and stuff
and then it just kept going like this but we didnt text often which gave me a feeling about someting ive always wanted, a healthy relationship without social media and all this bullshit
oh yeah and btw what also made me think that she is someting special is that she doesnt even have tiktok and snapchat she only has instagram bc she doesnt want to seem like a weirdo if she doesnt have ANY kind of social media on her phone
and 1 month ago i noticed that she sometimes writes with someone in her phone and i always tried to look who that is and she slowly always kept distancing herself from me
now 4 days ago after school my friend accompanied me to the train station and when the train came, i wanted to say goodbye to him but when i turned around, i saw her with an 6,2 htn and with an instrument on his back
and then i remembered her saying that someone from her choir looks extremely fine once on instagram (but later she denied it)
so i fastly turned around and got into the train and holding back my tears as i texted my friend if he just saw who that was and he said he doesn‘t know the dude but she looked extremely happy.
i acted like i didn‘t see her and ignored her in school but then i rlly wanted to know if that was just her brother or if it was the guy from her choir
so i texted her and asked her what she‘s doing and she responded with "?" and then i texted her "huh" "just tell me not to write you" and then she just responded with "ok" and then i unfollowed her and removed her as a follower
and 1 week later i followed her again and she followed me back and i apologized for unfollowing her and then she just asked why i unfollowed her just bc she couldn‘t write at that time (which doesn‘t even make sense bc she texted me "?")
so i just said i was angry and asked her if she‘d forgive me and then she said yeah she doesn‘t even care about that and then i replied with "ok"
and yesterday it happened..
i looked up her account to see if i could maybe find the account of the guy that she was outside with and then i noticed that she unfollowed me (but kept me as a follower)
so i angrily texted her why she unfollows me and keeps me as a follower and said that im not her fan and then she just fucking replied with this emoji: "
" and in that moment not only did i shatter in anger, i also felt an unforgivable hatred and cravings of killing her whole family including her, merciless.
all the fucking time i have been so fucking nice to her and ofc she is christian (another christian foid did someting similar to me once)
and also did my hatred towards god increase
because it is always those christian foids who are the most evil creatures.
and "god" does nothing about it i fucking hate him.
it is always me that has to go through this pain!!!! isn‘t it enough that i already have to suffer my whole life bc of my mental illnesses??!!!!!!!
@afroheadluke @pashanimair @nestivv @pashanimair @superpsycho @BigBallsLarry @Nosecel
