I wish I could start this life over

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𝓢𝓲𝓴𝓴 𝓚𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓔𝓶𝓹𝓲𝓻𝓮 | Am I LHTN yet?
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My life just keeps moving onto the next day over and over again. Everyday is the same, stress out about classes work my ass off and for what. Whats even the point if I see myself being dead before I'm 23-25. I have "friends" but I just don't feel anything I feel like a outsider. I'm somewhat GL but what does that even matter I feel like a genetic freak I don't feel real I don't feel like life has any purpose anymore. Please don't comment shit about me being a fuckin fakecel I just can't take this shitty life anymore. I feel so cold and alone and I hope things will get better. I think this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't some anti social freak who can't talk to normie fags. I hate talking to them but on the contrary I feel just so alone. No one truly understands me in this world. This world wasn't made for people like me after all. I know I post so many fuckin depressed threads and schizo shit like that but the pain never goes away. I hope it will get better but I can't stop seeing the world for what it truly is, just a big "Highschool" where I am just a loser no one tries to hangout or uplift. Always treaded like sub human shit. I get the idea people think I'm retarded but I'm not. I know I'm smart but normie fags are too fuckin goy/shit brained to realize that. If things don't get better I don't see myself living past I'm 25. Why did I have to go through all of this. Life is so shit for me, I'm gonna say what did I do to deserve this but I don't even fuckin know I just hate my life. I Wish I Wish I Wish I WASN"T SUCH A WASTE OF LIFE. I always have to help people sacrifice my time and for what for me to feel like a outsider. Why am I so cursed or offputting when I talk to people, why am I so offputting in general. I can't help it I guess like I said again this shit world wasn't made for people like me......

 
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age?
 
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Normie with friends complaining about life

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Normie with friends complaining about life

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Good job at making me feel worse. More Rope fuel. I feel like I know everyone but I don't have a true "friend" to call my own. If I wasn't such a genetic freak bro. Leave me alone
 
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Better to have never been tbh
 
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My life just keeps moving onto the next day over and over again. Everyday is the same, stress out about classes work my ass off and for what. Whats even the point if I see myself being dead before I'm 23-25. I have "friends" but I just don't feel anything I feel like a outsider. I'm somewhat GL but what does that even matter I feel like a genetic freak I don't feel real I don't feel like life has any purpose anymore. Please don't comment shit about me being a fuckin fakecel I just can't take this shitty life anymore. I feel so cold and alone and I hope things will get better. I think this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't some anti social freak who can't talk to normie fags. I hate talking to them but on the contrary I feel just so alone. No one truly understands me in this world. This world wasn't made for people like me after all. I know I post so many fuckin depressed threads and schizo shit like that but the pain never goes away. I hope it will get better but I can't stop seeing the world for what it truly is, just a big "Highschool" where I am just a loser no one tries to hangout or uplift. Always treaded like sub human shit. I get the idea people think I'm retarded but I'm not. I know I'm smart but normie fags are too fuckin goy/shit brained to realize that. If things don't get better I don't see myself living past I'm 25. Why did I have to go through all of this. Life is so shit for me, I'm gonna say what did I do to deserve this but I don't even fuckin know I just hate my life. I Wish I Wish I Wish I WASN"T SUCH A WASTE OF LIFE. I always have to help people sacrifice my time and for what for me to feel like a outsider. Why am I so cursed or offputting when I talk to people, why am I so offputting in general. I can't help it I guess like I said again this shit world wasn't made for people like me......


Even if I would start again I couldn't change a lot of things, I wish I had different genetics
 
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Even if I would start again I couldn't change a lot of things, I wish I had different genetics
What couldn't you change. Valid whats the failos?
 
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It gets better bhai. Hope so. How old? Still time hopefully
16 bro I feel like everything is against me and I don't have a talent or something special
 
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16 bro I feel like everything is against me and I don't have a talent or something special
Still time to cultivate something. Join a sport. Take alot of AP's. Figure out what to do for college. Start doing DM setting this young. My tips for you at least
 
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When’s the last time you took a risk
 
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Still time to cultivate something. Join a sport. Take alot of AP's. Figure out what to do for college. Start doing DM setting this young. My tips for you at least
Ty bro I used to play sport but just felt like there is no point since I'm not fast and also short also I'm not american so idk what AP is and also DM settings
 
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I take risks and push myself every day. Can you elaborate?
Ty bro I used to play sport but just felt like there is no point since I'm not fast and also short also I'm not american so idk what AP is and also DM settings
Advance Placement classes give you college credit. DM setting is a way to earn money from your phone
 
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I take risks and push myself every day. Can you elaborate?

Advance Placement classes give you college credit. DM setting is a way to earn money from your phone
Aah I'm thinking of getting a job so I can start t or hgh maybe that will help
 
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My life just keeps moving onto the next day over and over again. Everyday is the same, stress out about classes work my ass off and for what. Whats even the point if I see myself being dead before I'm 23-25. I have "friends" but I just don't feel anything I feel like a outsider. I'm somewhat GL but what does that even matter I feel like a genetic freak I don't feel real I don't feel like life has any purpose anymore. Please don't comment shit about me being a fuckin fakecel I just can't take this shitty life anymore. I feel so cold and alone and I hope things will get better. I think this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't some anti social freak who can't talk to normie fags. I hate talking to them but on the contrary I feel just so alone. No one truly understands me in this world. This world wasn't made for people like me after all. I know I post so many fuckin depressed threads and schizo shit like that but the pain never goes away. I hope it will get better but I can't stop seeing the world for what it truly is, just a big "Highschool" where I am just a loser no one tries to hangout or uplift. Always treaded like sub human shit. I get the idea people think I'm retarded but I'm not. I know I'm smart but normie fags are too fuckin goy/shit brained to realize that. If things don't get better I don't see myself living past I'm 25. Why did I have to go through all of this. Life is so shit for me, I'm gonna say what did I do to deserve this but I don't even fuckin know I just hate my life. I Wish I Wish I Wish I WASN"T SUCH A WASTE OF LIFE. I always have to help people sacrifice my time and for what for me to feel like a outsider. Why am I so cursed or offputting when I talk to people, why am I so offputting in general. I can't help it I guess like I said again this shit world wasn't made for people like me......


life so fun for me but i’m lowkey taking it for granted
 
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life so fun for me but i’m lowkey taking it for granted
Are you really just saying this to make me feel worse??
 
Are you really just saying this to make me feel worse??
no i genuinely don’t feel real anymore i don’t know what happened to me but life is pretty good
 
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no i genuinely don’t feel real anymore i don’t know what happened to me but life is pretty good
Good to hear it's pretty good. My bad for saying that originally. Why do you feel that way if I may ask
 
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im with you on ts gang stay strong
 
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My life just keeps moving onto the next day over and over again. Everyday is the same, stress out about classes work my ass off and for what. Whats even the point if I see myself being dead before I'm 23-25. I have "friends" but I just don't feel anything I feel like a outsider. I'm somewhat GL but what does that even matter I feel like a genetic freak I don't feel real I don't feel like life has any purpose anymore. Please don't comment shit about me being a fuckin fakecel I just can't take this shitty life anymore. I feel so cold and alone and I hope things will get better. I think this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't some anti social freak who can't talk to normie fags. I hate talking to them but on the contrary I feel just so alone. No one truly understands me in this world. This world wasn't made for people like me after all. I know I post so many fuckin depressed threads and schizo shit like that but the pain never goes away. I hope it will get better but I can't stop seeing the world for what it truly is, just a big "Highschool" where I am just a loser no one tries to hangout or uplift. Always treaded like sub human shit. I get the idea people think I'm retarded but I'm not. I know I'm smart but normie fags are too fuckin goy/shit brained to realize that. If things don't get better I don't see myself living past I'm 25. Why did I have to go through all of this. Life is so shit for me, I'm gonna say what did I do to deserve this but I don't even fuckin know I just hate my life. I Wish I Wish I Wish I WASN"T SUCH A WASTE OF LIFE. I always have to help people sacrifice my time and for what for me to feel like a outsider. Why am I so cursed or offputting when I talk to people, why am I so offputting in general. I can't help it I guess like I said again this shit world wasn't made for people like me......


I feel the same way man but im trying my hardest to enjoy every moment, even shit ones, i wish u luck man hope shit gets better
 
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Sorry to hear that G, we didnt interact much but you seem like a pretty interesting guy. If you ever want to talk to someone Duckmaxxer is here to listen.
 
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Awkward Bad News GIF

WE are suffering until death
there is NO escape
STOP with the cope
Not coping brah hope there is escape for me at least. Is this a crab bucket example. Anyways understand what you're saying it's sad but IDK
I feel the same way man but im trying my hardest to enjoy every moment, even shit ones, i wish u luck man hope shit gets better
Thanks bhai hoping to do so as well. Same here
Sorry to hear that G, we didnt interact much but you seem like a pretty interesting guy. If you ever want to talk to someone Duckmaxxer is here to listen.
Love you Duckmaxxer. Yeah you seen chill though too interesting guy like how you wrote this
 
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Good job at making me feel worse. More Rope fuel. I feel like I know everyone but I don't have a true "friend" to call my own. If I wasn't such a genetic freak bro. Leave me alone
exactly feel the same
 
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What can we do you know
i dont feel alive time is passing way too fast and im just rotting i dont even know how the last 4 - 5 years passed genuinely i did nothing at all. yeah i guess i got friends but none of them are real. i think im just gonna moneymaxx and travel
 
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