I wish I had never discovered this shit.

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I'm generally a positive person, and my life is pretty good, but it gnaws at me knowing I'll most likely not be able to get a girlfriend until I'm in my 30's and they're done "experimenting." I want to be "bluepilled." I wish I could just enjoy my copes without this feeling. Like I said, I'm not depressed or anything, and I enjoy my life a lot, but I want all of this redpill crap deleted from my mind. It somewhat hurts knowing as an autistic, skinnyfat, guy with a receding hairline (who doesn't have the motivation/desire to become a jacked gymbro) that despite me being a feminist ally, having a high IQ, and coming from a good background, no woman in her physical prime (18-30) will be attracted to me. Compared to many people's struggles (physically and mentally), this is all trivial bullcrap. IDK if this matters, but I'll mention it: I've already decided I'm going to date men in college and maybe through my young adulthood. Their standards are lower, and I want to have a partner. I'm not trying to take away from other people's problems or be all "woe is me." Rant over.
 
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Where did u get this Gaylord diary post from
 
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I'm generally a positive person, and my life is pretty good, but it gnaws at me knowing I'll most likely not be able to get a girlfriend until I'm in my 30's and they're done "experimenting." I want to be "bluepilled." I wish I could just enjoy my copes without this feeling. Like I said, I'm not depressed or anything, and I enjoy my life a lot, but I want all of this redpill crap deleted from my mind. It somewhat hurts knowing as an autistic, skinnyfat, guy with a receding hairline (who doesn't have the motivation/desire to become a jacked gymbro) that despite me being a feminist ally, having a high IQ, and coming from a good background, no woman in her physical prime (18-30) will be attracted to me. Compared to many people's struggles (physically and mentally), this is all trivial bullcrap. IDK if this matters, but I'll mention it: I've already decided I'm going to date men in college and maybe through my young adulthood. Their standards are lower, and I want to have a partner. I'm not trying to take away from other people's problems or be all "woe is me." Rant over.
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I'm generally a positive person, and my life is pretty good, but it gnaws at me knowing I'll most likely not be able to get a girlfriend until I'm in my 30's and they're done "experimenting." I want to be "bluepilled." I wish I could just enjoy my copes without this feeling. Like I said, I'm not depressed or anything, and I enjoy my life a lot, but I want all of this redpill crap deleted from my mind. It somewhat hurts knowing as an autistic, skinnyfat, guy with a receding hairline (who doesn't have the motivation/desire to become a jacked gymbro) that despite me being a feminist ally, having a high IQ, and coming from a good background, no woman in her physical prime (18-30) will be attracted to me. Compared to many people's struggles (physically and mentally), this is all trivial bullcrap. IDK if this matters, but I'll mention it: I've already decided I'm going to date men in college and maybe through my young adulthood. Their standards are lower, and I want to have a partner. I'm not trying to take away from other people's problems or be all "woe is me." Rant over.
 
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Ignorance is pretty bliss especially if ur actually a genuine incel

I’ve been given chances to blackpill blue pill normies who have never had a girlfriend but I always dont

it’s not up to me to do that and if it affected it I don’t want it on my conscious
 
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What no pussy does to a nigga.
Sad tbh
 
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I was already kind of subconsciously black pilled bc I saw it happen in front of my eyes everyday. At least now I figured out why and how I can improve it. Haven’t lost virginity yet but before this site I was a hugless kissless virgin and now I’ve kissed 3 or 4 girls in the past year, touched titties, ass, hugged my oneitis and made her blush, and got my dick grabbed but haven’t had sex since we were in company of other people.
 

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