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I have no family, friends, tons of bills, my health issues cause me to be unnatractive, I have the natural failo effect so EVERYONE treats me like shit, I'm high inhib, life literally blows dick for me.
I just wish I was crazy so I could see people and actually feel normal, and have people to talk to. I literally got a dopamine rush because someone accidentally texted the wrong number and I had someone to talk to earlier
I'm on the verge of roping every day now I'm just too much of a bitch. I'm thankful that I will die one day, I can't imagine living this shit, horrid existence forever. Im not kidding I'm sitting in a dusty, barely lit completely silent room in my house which is in the middle of nowhere. After I finish this message nothing will happen. I will continue lying here. If I died it would be a few weeks before anyone found my body. I live with my father and mother (only living family) my dad beat me horribly and is insane, and my mother told me 2 days ago she hopes whatever health issues I have will kill me. I almost got my ass beat the other day by a nigger too he ran a stop sign so I flicked him off and he got out of his car and started beating on my car window. I floored it and sped out.
I have no hobbies, no friends, tons of bills, no money, I look terrible so I hate going in public. This is a cruel existence. I literally get bored of video games in like 2 minutes of playing them so I just fucking sit here. I'm so incredibly bored. I would rather be homeless and normal looking with a good family than be who I am.
Just remember it was blind chance that put you in your body and me in mine, it was a roll of the dice, and I lost.
I just wish I was crazy so I could see people and actually feel normal, and have people to talk to. I literally got a dopamine rush because someone accidentally texted the wrong number and I had someone to talk to earlier
I'm on the verge of roping every day now I'm just too much of a bitch. I'm thankful that I will die one day, I can't imagine living this shit, horrid existence forever. Im not kidding I'm sitting in a dusty, barely lit completely silent room in my house which is in the middle of nowhere. After I finish this message nothing will happen. I will continue lying here. If I died it would be a few weeks before anyone found my body. I live with my father and mother (only living family) my dad beat me horribly and is insane, and my mother told me 2 days ago she hopes whatever health issues I have will kill me. I almost got my ass beat the other day by a nigger too he ran a stop sign so I flicked him off and he got out of his car and started beating on my car window. I floored it and sped out.
I have no hobbies, no friends, tons of bills, no money, I look terrible so I hate going in public. This is a cruel existence. I literally get bored of video games in like 2 minutes of playing them so I just fucking sit here. I'm so incredibly bored. I would rather be homeless and normal looking with a good family than be who I am.
Just remember it was blind chance that put you in your body and me in mine, it was a roll of the dice, and I lost.
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