joeshmo
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This is probably a very common thing in this community, but I genuinely wish I never knew of the BP or any of this stuff. This shit broke me man. I bearly go outside or do anything anymore, i was horrible socially before, now im actually autistic, all I think about are looks. I wish things were different. I was so close to having an easy life man. My mom is good looking my dad's ugly, my sister inherited more from my mom's side but somehow looks even better and she'll probably be a model. My dad's 5"5, brown and ugly. I inherited more facial features from my dad which made me ugly as fuck, my only hope is if I get surgery. Why could it not have been me who got lucky? All my cousins have ugly ass parents but they're all beautiful. Why did it have to be me? Why do I never win in life? I wouldn't mind being ugly if I had a normal life but I never did. My dad was an alcoholic who would beat the shit out of me and my sister until my parents divorced, I don't wanna get into the details but it only got worse from there. I genuinely hate living. I hate waking up everyday and seeing those around me win in life just because they look better. The only thing I have going for me is that I live in the Middle East so I'm considered somewhat tall by their standards, that's literally it. I'm almost 16 and I've given up on life.
