I wish I was NT

[ltnginger]

Everyone at my age is out partying and drinking on the weekends meanwhile I sit at home and rot on this website. It's honestly sad and my parents think I am normal because I sometimes lie about being with freinds when I just go to the gym. I am jealous of the guys at my age that actually have a normal social life, if my childhood wasn't so fucked that could also be me . I am to high inhib to actually talk to people and I think people are repelled by my looks so it's hard to interact with people and even if I talk to normies they still never invite me to gatherings.

I have to start NTmaxxing but it's hard since I hate every second of it, trying to act as someone I am not but at the same time if i act as myself people will just find me autistic.

 

[racemixedsub5]

Everyone at my age is out partying and drinking on the weekends meanwhile I sit at home and rot on this website. It's honestly sad and my parents think I am normal because I sometimes lie about being with freinds when I just go to the gym. I am jealous of the guys at my age that actually have a normal social life, if my childhood wasn't so fucked that could also be me . I am to high inhib to actually talk to people and I think people are repelled by my looks so it's hard to interact with people and even if I talk to normies they still never invite me to gatherings.

I have to start NTmaxxing but it's hard since I hate every second of it, trying to act as someone I am not but at the same time if i act as myself people will just find me autistic.

I'm very autistic but I have alot of friends right now in hs

Just join clubs sports teams etc
Especially the gym not even js to be a roidcel but for the community

Ig I'm decent looking and tall but so that helps a bit
Js say some stupid shit sometimes and do stupid shit be funny and people will like u and wanna be around

For me I'm the meathead (even tho I'm good at school but u gotta hide that shit w ur life) that does stupid shit like pranks.

And please for the love of God don't talk about ur ND interests (I gotta pinch myself to not start spewing right wing propaganda and tanks)

Hope this helps it gets better

 

[racemixedsub5]

Everyone at my age is out partying and drinking on the weekends meanwhile I sit at home and rot on this website. It's honestly sad and my parents think I am normal because I sometimes lie about being with freinds when I just go to the gym. I am jealous of the guys at my age that actually have a normal social life, if my childhood wasn't so fucked that could also be me . I am to high inhib to actually talk to people and I think people are repelled by my looks so it's hard to interact with people and even if I talk to normies they still never invite me to gatherings.

I have to start NTmaxxing but it's hard since I hate every second of it, trying to act as someone I am not but at the same time if i act as myself people will just find me autistic.

I'm retarded and didn't read the the part where it says about the gym

How I strike up a convo is for ex I see a guy my age doing some intense shit on the squat rack and I js tell him yo I love the intsenity and the convo goes on from there

 

[racemixedsub5]

Everyone at my age is out partying and drinking on the weekends meanwhile I sit at home and rot on this website. It's honestly sad and my parents think I am normal because I sometimes lie about being with freinds when I just go to the gym. I am jealous of the guys at my age that actually have a normal social life, if my childhood wasn't so fucked that could also be me . I am to high inhib to actually talk to people and I think people are repelled by my looks so it's hard to interact with people and even if I talk to normies they still never invite me to gatherings.

I have to start NTmaxxing but it's hard since I hate every second of it, trying to act as someone I am not but at the same time if i act as myself people will just find me autistic.

Life aint all abt the parties being in the woods hunting and fishing is much more fufilling

 

[superpsycho]

I have to start NTmaxxing but it's hard since I hate every second of it, trying to act as someone I am not but at the same time if i act as myself people will just find me autistic.

no such thing as NTmaxxing

 

[ltnginger]

no such thing as NTmaxxing

I know im just coping