I wish I wasn’t so fucking mentally abused as a kid and teen

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I wish my depression wasn’t this intense and to live like a normie.

I wish I went to a normal high school and not an engineering one filled with only guys.

I wish I was better, I wish I looked better, I wish that my oneitises didnt humiliate me and scar me for life with high inhibition.
 
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brutal :trepidation:
 
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I wish my depression wasn’t this intense and to live like a normie.

I wish I went to a normal high school and not an engineering one filled with only guys.

I wish I was better, I wish I looked better, I wish that my oneitises didnt humiliate me and scar me for life with high inhibition.
Oneitis story time??? :trepidation:
 
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I bought a rope after feeling like you do but just realized that even if you're dead no one will care. Why don't you just do whatever you want? I want to do this before I end my life.
 
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I bought a rope after feeling like you do but just realized that even if you're dead no one will care. Why don't you just do whatever you want? I want to do this before I end my life.
ending ones life would bring no good
 
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I wish I was a normie just like you
think about it be grateful you weren’t born Indian or disabled or Chinese or black and u got a house or all that shit think about everything negatively then your life gonna suck just look at everything from the positive side bro :)
 
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I bought a rope after feeling like you do but just realized that even if you're dead no one will care. Why don't you just do whatever you want? I want to do this before I end my life.
Suicide is never the answer, I know.

But sometimes you just want everything to just stop for a while, to have a break from being “you” if you know what I mean.
 
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Suicide is never the answer, I know.

But sometimes you just want everything to just stop for a while, to have a break from being “you” if you know what I mean.
In my part i dont see why I should keep pushing it further. Girls give me signs that I'm an ugly mf and my mirror and pics do too. And you can't live in pure loneliness all your life you know? You'll go insane. And that insanity has reached my brain and will get worse with years.



If you have friends that's a good lifefuel thing, but I don't even have those. So just do whatever you want in life before the blackpill pushes you out completely off the genetic pool.
 
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In my part i dont see why I should keep pushing it further. Girls give me signs that I'm an ugly mf and my mirror and pics do too. And you can't live in pure loneliness all your life you know? You'll go insane. And that insanity has reached my brain and will get worse with years.



If you have friends that's a good lifefuel thing, but I don't even have those. So just do whatever you want in life before the blackpill pushes you out completely off the genetic pool.
I have no friends, my family hates me and I don’t talk to them, and have no girls.

I’ve been living lonely for 2 years now, not working at home all day alone…

But still, never KYS.
 
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I have no friends, my family hates me and I don’t talk to them, and have no girls.

I’ve been living lonely for 2 years now, not working at home all day alone…

But still, never KYS.
I'm living the same way. Why aren't you in favor of roping tho?
 
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I'm living the same way. Why aren't you in favor of roping tho?
Because I tried to rope multiple times, always stopped at the last second and something will always happen that will make you regret roping.

There’s so many videos of people hanging themselves and then at the end regret it and try to save themselves but fail.

Even tho I wish all of this stuff didn’t happen, I know there’s still hope, money can buy you everything, friends, girls, family, houses, cars.

I would only consider roping if I get to 40 with nothing in my hands.
 
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Because I tried to rope multiple times, always stopped at the last second and something will always happen that will make you regret roping.

There’s so many videos of people hanging themselves and then at the end regret it and try to save themselves but fail.

Even tho I wish all of this stuff didn’t happen, I know there’s still hope, money can buy you everything, friends, girls, family, houses, cars.

I would only consider roping if I get to 40 with nothing in my hands.
I blacked out once doing this and it was peaceful, however the aftermath was horrible and had to take pills and get treatment cause the blood got stuck up in my brain. But i would do it again if it meant ending it all.

For your other threads you already mog me. Going out and you got to fuck the girl you wanted to fuck. This hasn't happened to me.

I'm thinking on ending my life as soon as everything gets darker, because i realize my life is pure shit and will never get fixed.
 
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I blacked out once doing this and it was peaceful, however the aftermath was horrible and had to take pills and get treatment cause the blood got stuck up in my brain. But i would do it again if it meant ending it all.

For your other threads you already mog me. Going out and you got to fuck the girl you wanted to fuck. This hasn't happened to me.

I'm thinking on ending my life as soon as everything gets darker, because i realize my life is pure shit and will never get fixed.
How old are you bro…don’t rope.
 
18, joined incels.is in 2019 and found this forum in 2020 due to a comment in said forum
18 you still young bro.

I lost my virginity at 19.

Some people lose it in their 20s, looksmax and mental health max and it’ll be better tbh.
 
18 you still young bro.

I lost my virginity at 19.

Some people lose it in their 20s, looksmax and mental health max and it’ll be better tbh.
I already lost my virginity but none of these bitches stay with me after.
 

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