I wish losing weight was hard for me(mk677 question)

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I was always fat as a kid so I stopped eating as much in 7th grade and never got my fat boy appetite back. I started bulking a month ago and I’m thinking abt just taking mk for shits and giggles. what should I do for safety precautions, and what brand should I buy from?

 

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Also everytime I gain a little weight I get self conscious and just give up but for the past month ive been thinking abt how worth it its going to be