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Was looking through the instagram posts of people from my school. They all have clear skin, are rich, smile, wear cool clothes, and are happy with life, spent their summers before college doing fun things, now in college they join business frats or sororities and are having a great time.

Meanwhile I’m stuck here self isolating, ugly, acne scars all over my face. Barely left my room all summer. Only thing I’m good for is school and scoring high on tests.

If only my parents actually cared about me and took me to a dermatologist at age 14 when I developed bad acne. They just ignored me and said it was normal.
 
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Was looking through the instagram posts of people from my school. They all have clear skin, are rich, smile, wear cool clothes, and are happy with life, spent their summers before college doing fun things, now in college they join business frats or sororities and are having a great time.
Meanwhile I’m stuck here self isolating, ugly, acne scars all over my face. Barely left my room all summer. Only thing I’m good for is school and scoring high on tests.

i know bro, its fucked

to be denied all of the crucial, fundamental aspects of the human experience just because of things you cannot control is one of the worst fates an individual can suffer.

years of rejection, ostracization, and missing out has made me feel like an alien among my normie “peers”. and you want to know what? theres no coming back from this because how am you supposed to be a normal individual after not living like one your whole life? the answer is you don’t. once you fall behind, it only gets worse from there.
 
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i know bro, its fucked

to be denied all of the crucial, fundamental aspects of the human experience just because of things you cannot control is one of the worst fates an individual can suffer.

years of rejection, ostracization, and missing out has made me feel like an alien among my normie “peers”. and you want to know what? theres no coming back from this because how am you supposed to be a normal individual after not living like one my whole life? the answer is you don’t. once you fall behind, it only gets worse from there.
Only thing I have going for me is school. And I was still too much of a coward to apply anywhere else other than my 1 state school even though I get 99th percentile on every standardized test I take.

I just want to have a normal human existence. Might be low T or whatever but I cry almost every other day nowadays because of the acne scars. I could care less about my recessed face tbh I just want to have normal skin.
 
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I just want to have a normal human existence. Might be low T or whatever but I cry almost every other day nowadays because of the acne scars. I could care less about my recessed face tbh I just want to have normal skin
the yearning for a normal human existence is nothing but futile unfortunately

a part of the normal human existence is not having to worry about seemingly simple things like this.

all regular functioning individuals have to do is go with the flow of life and everything will fall into place for them. meanwhile, we (the bottom of the barrel in the social hierarchy) are sent to rot in our LDARcaves until our bodies give out. society punishes the genetically inferior harshly, from cradle to coffin. what can i say, it’s just the raw, pure brutality of human nature.

a man can dream i guess..
 
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the yearning for a normal human existence is nothing but futile unfortunately

a part of the normal human existence is not having to worry about seemingly simple things like this.

all regular functioning individuals have to do is go with the flow of life and everything will fall into place for them. meanwhile, we (the bottom of the barrel in the social hierarchy) are sent to rot in our LDARcaves until our bodies give out. society punishes the genetically inferior harshly, from cradle to coffin. what can i say, it’s just the raw, pure brutality of human nature.

a man can dream i guess..
Well said.

I don't want anything crazy. I just want to have a normal looking face without scars, a normal human existence. I was completely functional up until the scars developed. There was absolutely nothing wrong with me mentally. Now it's like I'm a complete social freak and incapable of any social interaction.

It's literally gonna take me multiple skin surgeries / lasers and thousands of dollars over years to achieve 50% less scars. My parents could have prevented this with one dermatologist visit when I was 14. It's just so random it's hilarious. Nature decides to give me cystic acne randomly and take me out of the gene pool with me being 100% aware of it. Just natural selection. Gonna have to spend many weekends at the dermatologist just attempting to look normal so people will accept me into society.

My dad forced me to cut all my hair off last april. I still had cystic acne at the time and the scarring was extremely apparent / red (now it's just atrophic mostly because I have controlled the acne myself ever since I turned 18). It was like everyone randomly decided to start treating me terrible the day I went back to school. Was made fun of by everyone, including my best friends. I almost threw up when I saw photos of myself. I refuse to have any new photos of myself be taken to this day. Forehead and temples look like they had multiple botched surgeries performed on them, kinda like a train crashed on my forehead pretty much.

I've lost all motivation for anything except school, and my scars are only moderate-severe on the scale. I feel so bad for those with true severe scars, they're so uncommon but when I see them I feel so so so bad. At least I am able to cover most of mine with hair ig.
 
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Was looking through the instagram posts of people from my school. They all have clear skin, are rich, smile, wear cool clothes, and are happy with life, spent their summers before college doing fun things, now in college they join business frats or sororities and are having a great time.

Meanwhile I’m stuck here self isolating, ugly, acne scars all over my face. Barely left my room all summer. Only thing I’m good for is school and scoring high on tests.

If only my parents actually cared about me and took me to a dermatologist at age 14 when I developed bad acne. They just ignored me and said it was normal.
Same 🫩
 
parents stop being bluepilled and actually pay proper mind to their bloodline integrity challenge: very hard
 
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parents stop being bluepilled and actually pay proper mind to their bloodline integrity challenge: very hard
My dad worked very hard at his job even though we’re fucking rich as hell. My mom worked a job as well because she wanted to, she was desperate to go back to work since I was in like 6th grade. Interestingly, they were both very old when they had me and idk why they did tbh, like my mom didn’t want to have kids even though she was LTR multiple times before, and my dad was 50 and just worked all the time and didn’t raise me at all.

I was expected to do most things myself. I ate by myself most days. Barely talked to them. I literally learned what deodorant was in 9th grade by myself which was fucking hilarious in hindsight, like they never even told me what it was.

Probably not that crazy if you look back at it, a lot of families have two full time working parents. But it would have been a lot better if, during the time they didn’t work, they actually chose to spend it with me and make me feel valued. They know nothing about my personal life because I couldn’t trust them, zero trust in our relationship.

Also I was raised rly conservative catholic which made me embarrassed to do literally anything jfl which didn’t help.
 
My sister turned out completely fine though which I don’t understand tbh.
 
Well said.

I don't want anything crazy. I just want to have a normal looking face without scars, a normal human existence. I was completely functional up until the scars developed. There was absolutely nothing wrong with me mentally. Now it's like I'm a complete social freak and incapable of any social interaction.

It's literally gonna take me multiple skin surgeries / lasers and thousands of dollars over years to achieve 50% less scars. My parents could have prevented this with one dermatologist visit when I was 14. It's just so random it's hilarious. Nature decides to give me cystic acne randomly and take me out of the gene pool with me being 100% aware of it. Just natural selection. Gonna have to spend many weekends at the dermatologist just attempting to look normal so people will accept me into society.

My dad forced me to cut all my hair off last april. I still had cystic acne at the time and the scarring was extremely apparent / red (now it's just atrophic mostly because I have controlled the acne myself ever since I turned 18). It was like everyone randomly decided to start treating me terrible the day I went back to school. Was made fun of by everyone, including my best friends. I almost threw up when I saw photos of myself. I refuse to have any new photos of myself be taken to this day. Forehead and temples look like they had multiple botched surgeries performed on them, kinda like a train crashed on my forehead pretty much.

I've lost all motivation for anything except school, and my scars are only moderate-severe on the scale. I feel so bad for those with true severe scars, they're so uncommon but when I see them I feel so so so bad. At least I am able to cover most of mine with hair ig.
I do think you should get those acne scars taken care of.

However, there is a low chance that it will cure the years of poor socialization and rejection among your normie peers. What do I know though, people don’t operate the same way, but for me personally, no amount of self improvement did anything for me because of my shitty past rotting in my head every other hour of the day. what you and i really need is a brain transplant jfl. this isn’t to discourage you or anything, I’m merely just stating a possibility, i still think getting those scars taken care of and overall looksmaxxing is worth it if it will make you feel comfortable in your own skin in your day-to-day life.
 

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