i won’t ever be able to get used to any of it

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this pain is too much to get used to, i won’t ever adapt

i just wanted a normal life with not so constant pain

 

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why is it so much to ask for? i don’t ask for luxury or any of it i just ask for a normal life

 

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i don’t even ask for cool clothes, a cool car, a cool anything, i don’t even ask for material things, im not manifesting anything. i just want things to be normal and want to stop feeling this heartdropping feeling