TheVoidInside
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I found some people around my age who are college graduates and want to play music for the sake of playing, not for women or for status.
Sadly this typle of people is very rare. Musicians are mostly hipster hobos, there are lots of drug addict musicians too so good luck finding people with proper self survival instinct.
I tried at some point finding a band but it was just depressing. The people were either too young or too old, no in between, lots of creepy old men as well. Why even bother with that.
It was just disappointment and i abandoned that prospect eventually settling for being a jester on instagram. Im not super happy with it cuz my crowd kinda sucks and normal people rly dont give two shits about jesters but it is what it is.
Sadly this typle of people is very rare. Musicians are mostly hipster hobos, there are lots of drug addict musicians too so good luck finding people with proper self survival instinct.
I tried at some point finding a band but it was just depressing. The people were either too young or too old, no in between, lots of creepy old men as well. Why even bother with that.
It was just disappointment and i abandoned that prospect eventually settling for being a jester on instagram. Im not super happy with it cuz my crowd kinda sucks and normal people rly dont give two shits about jesters but it is what it is.
