I would switch spots with ANY nt person

[ilovekolaches]

The BP, autism, depression, have all ruined my fucking life. It ruined my perception of everything. I know I'm not bad looking and I know my life isnt terrible by other variables but this fucking sucks.

I would switch spots with any nt normal happy person at my school. I don't care if I was fat or ugly or broke I don't care as long as I could forget everything I have learned. I've been depressed for fucking years bro I'm Soo tired I struggle even getting up in the morning atp.

What if I just stopped everything. I don't want to do anything not a singular thing. I don't care about the consequences of anything. I wish I had just one person to understand this feeling.

I don't even find myself self-loathing ever, its just the way I feel that drains the shit out of me. I cant do this bro like I actually can't there's no way in the next 6 months I'm staying alive

 

[TheHumanMaskedGod]

Life is best lived with what you have, not what you could have.

If all one does is worry about what they won't fix they never move on then, duh

For example if you're never gonna be NT then don't wish to be NT.

Makes sense yet? Just find something else to be then

 

[ilovekolaches]

Life is best lived with what you have, not what you could have.

If all one does is worry about what they won't fix they never move on then, duh

Nigga nothing motivational will ever fix me. Nothing that comes out of anyone's mouth can fix me. No one anything says to me will fix the way I feel

 

[Jiaxi]

Life is best lived with what you have, not what you could have.

If all one does is worry about what they won't fix they never move on then, duh

For example if you're never gonna be NT then don't wish to be NT.

Makes sense yet? Just find something else to be then

shut the fuck up dumb nigger

 

[TheHumanMaskedGod]

Nigga nothing motivational will ever fix me. Nothing that comes out of anyone's mouth can fix me. No one anything says to me will fix the way I feel

Then take fucking therapy lessons or meditate or some shit.

 

[ilovekolaches]

Then take fucking therapy lessons or meditate or some shit.

Not even that will fix me nothing will

 

[Grifith]

shut the fuck up dumb nigger

 

[superpsycho]

ND is the biggest curse a man can have. im sorry bro

 

[Grifith]

@ilovekolaches do u agree what I said on live chat is true?

 

[danilioqqq]

moooog meee
cuuut me till I bleeeed
until the day I DIEE

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

The BP, autism, depression, have all ruined my fucking life. It ruined my perception of everything. I know I'm not bad looking and I know my life isnt terrible by other variables but this fucking sucks.

I would switch spots with any nt normal happy person at my school. I don't care if I was fat or ugly or broke I don't care as long as I could forget everything I have learned. I've been depressed for fucking years bro I'm Soo tired I struggle even getting up in the morning atp.

What if I just stopped everything. I don't want to do anything not a singular thing. I don't care about the consequences of anything. I wish I had just one person to understand this feeling.

I don't even find myself self-loathing ever, its just the way I feel that drains the shit out of me. I cant do this bro like I actually can't there's no way in the next 6 months I'm staying alive

I know a guy who has NO LIMBS

And he's NT

Are you sure? I'm not fucking kidding.

He uses a hoverboard to get around and STILL hits the gym

HE DOES REPS WITH HIS STUMPS LIKE A BAD BOY! IM DEAD SERIOUS.

What's your excuse inkwell

 

[ilovekolaches]

I know a guy who has NO LIMBS

And he's NT

Are you sure? I'm not fucking kidding.

He uses a hoverboard to get around and STILL hits the gym

HE DOES REPS WITH HIS STUMPS LIKE A BAD BOY! IM DEAD SERIOUS.

What's your excuse inkwell

im not kidding either I would switch with him. I have no motivation to do anything let alone go to the gym

 

[AuggyDauggy]

The BP, autism, depression, have all ruined my fucking life. It ruined my perception of everything. I know I'm not bad looking and I know my life isnt terrible by other variables but this fucking sucks.

I would switch spots with any nt normal happy person at my school. I don't care if I was fat or ugly or broke I don't care as long as I could forget everything I have learned. I've been depressed for fucking years bro I'm Soo tired I struggle even getting up in the morning atp.

What if I just stopped everything. I don't want to do anything not a singular thing. I don't care about the consequences of anything. I wish I had just one person to understand this feeling.

I don't even find myself self-loathing ever, its just the way I feel that drains the shit out of me. I cant do this bro like I actually can't there's no way in the next 6 months I'm staying alive

I feel this bro, I haven’t even been blackpilled for long, but these last couple months have been so draining. Life was better when I was oblivious to this shit…

 

[ilovekolaches]

I feel this bro, I haven’t even been blackpilled for long, but these last couple months have been so draining. Life was better when I was oblivious to this shit…

can't even remember when I wasn't already thinking in the BP perspective....I got cursed with learning the hard way in elementary

 

[AuggyDauggy]

can't even remember when I wasn't already thinking in the BP perspective....I got cursed with learning the hard way in elementary

I relate to that honestly. Getting blackpilled from school experiences, a canon event. I’m trying to find a way to cope, because I know there are people out there that are in far worse situations than me. I’ve gotta find gratitude in the shit I have, you’ve only got one life after all

 

[Bananaenjoyer]

The BP is very depressing. The way I try to look at it is that I’d rather be cursed with knowledge than blessed with ignorance, because now I have the privilege to not let my subconscious choose not to treat people like shit based on how they look. At least now that I’m BPilled I can make the concious choice to treat everyone with equal kindness. Maybe it’s just naive thinking but I think you gotta to make the best of things

 

[AuggyDauggy]

The BP is very depressing. The way I try to look at it is that I’d rather be cursed with knowledge than blessed with ignorance, because now I have the privilege to not let my subconscious choose how to treat people like shit based on how they look. At least now that I’m BPilled I can make the concious choice to treat everyone with equal kindness. Maybe it’s just naive thinking but I think you gotta to make the best of things

Well said, I deadass became a more considerate person because of this shit

 

[ilovekolaches]

The BP is very depressing. The way I try to look at it is that I’d rather be cursed with knowledge than blessed with ignorance, because now I have the privilege to not let my subconscious choose how to treat people like shit based on how they look. At least now that I’m BPilled I can make the concious choice to treat everyone with equal kindness. Maybe it’s just naive thinking but I think you gotta to make the best of things

yeah I agree. As much as the BP is true and all, after I learned about it I couldn't treat anyone unequally no matter their looks

 

[yorkmog]

Not even that will fix me nothing will

have u even tried it bro

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

ND is the biggest curse a man can have. im sorry bro

Nigga...

I know a guy who has NO LIMBS

He uses a hoverboard to get around and STILL hits the gym

HE DOES REPS WITH HIS STUMPS LIKE A BAD BOY! IM DEAD SERIOUS.

 

[ilovekolaches]

have u even tried it bro

yes I'm in therapy

 

[iblamemygenes]

Nigga nothing motivational will ever fix me. Nothing that comes out of anyone's mouth can fix me. No one anything says to me will fix the way I feel

Nigga just stfu and stop yapping holy shit. put a fucking rope to your neck maybe that will help

 

[Deleted member 81875]

I know a guy who has NO LIMBS

And he's NT

Are you sure? I'm not fucking kidding.

He uses a hoverboard to get around and STILL hits the gym

HE DOES REPS WITH HIS STUMPS LIKE A BAD BOY! IM DEAD SERIOUS.

What's your excuse inkwell

Are you joking

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Are you joking

On my mother father and brothers life that's completely real

 

[stufftodo]

ND is the biggest curse a man can have. im sorry bro

people with nd mask pretty well no?

 

[superpsycho]

people with nd mask pretty well no?

sometimes