
Charm
I'm a stupid ugly stuttering asshole
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I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
Its currently 2:20am