I wrote all the suicide notes

Charm

Charm

I'm a stupid ugly stuttering asshole
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I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
 
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I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
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I wish you the best bhai, sorry life is so painful, I hope you don't do it

😢
 
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I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
Don't do it because that sounds like a not very fun way to die and if you regret it you could call for help n shid

Don't do that

Gun or death (gun for death :forcedsmile:)
 
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ur gonna be fine trust
 
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u scroll ur support group headahh
Im sorry, I know ur life is tough. Wish for better days there are better days ahead
fr nigga theyre whats wrong with the hatred in this world and they are just adding more fuel to the fire
 
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Im so scared I'll end up running to my mom begging her to save me
yeah just dont try to kill youself. its low iq and low t tbh
 
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Im so scared I'll end up running to my mom begging her to save me
think abt how ur family will feel too. Ur mom needs someone to take care of her
 
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think abt how ur family will feel too. Ur mom needs someone to take care of her
Im the oldest sibling of three, she has other children who can take care of her
 
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Im the oldest sibling of three, she has other children who can take care of her
Think about how they will all feel. When they know why you did it. They will think you’re strong if you didn’t commit
 
You don't want to die. You want your pain to end. But what you don't realize is that there is a pathway to you coming out on top of everything you've been through. It's deep within you.

Don't be afraid to ask for help; don't be afraid to be open with someone about how you're feeling. Healing is possible, no matter how difficult it will be, but you're worth the struggle.
 
I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
don’t worry bhai i got u, if you kill yourself you are black femboy who is gay and like big asian cock
 
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I can't believe how miserable i feel, years after years after years i feel this burden deep inside me. I phisicaly feel the weight in my heart. I realized that I'm not meant for this world, I'm an imposter living in someone else's skin, all i do is observe. Tonight i sat down and wrote all the goodbyes to my family members, all six of them. At 3:30am if I'll still be feeling hopeless I will send a final text to my friend and just slit my wrists. I know its a sissy's way out, but i dont have a gun. This forum was like a personal diary to me, i want some encouragement, im scared but its the only way.
Its currently 2:20am
smoke za
 

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