Iam beyond fucked mentally

[Enfant terrible]

All the past negative experience made me unable to appreciate any positivity towards me from strangers.
All the bullying and rejection from the past made me not used to it.
I dont know how to react to positiv stuff thats happening.
I also developed a passiv agressive defensive attitude toward people in general which makes getting to know new people difficult. Socialising is difficult.
Childhood and teenage years really form your personality in a way that will affect you for the rest of your life.

 

[Deleted member 6453]

dn

 

[Vitruvian]

turn off your phone and go walk outside in nature. life is slow, you are thinking too fast

 

[Deleted member 12827]

Mew

 

[turkproducer]

Sounds like you have social anxiety, people sense this and take advantage of it. It also makes you into a misanthrope.

 

[Enfant terrible]

turn off your phone and go walk outside in nature. life is slow, you are thinking too fast

I like nature but the thoughts follow me everywhere

 

[Enfant terrible]

Sounds like you have social anxiety, people sense this and take advantage of it. It also makes you into a misanthrope.

In the past definitly but not so much today.

 

[MikeMew'sBitch]

I am a misanthrope myself. I always had passive agressive view towards people but managed to turn it into a benefit for myself. Instead of showing my hatred for human stupidity and selfishness i act charming, happy and refined to get on their good side. They perceive such superficial behaviour as my good intentions but in actuality im using it just to manipulate them and get what i want.

 

[Enfant terrible]

I am a misanthrope myself. I always had passive agressive view towards people but managed to turn it into a benefit for myself. Instead of showing my hatred for human stupidity and selfishness i act charming, happy and refined to get on their good side. They perceive such superficial behaviour as my good intentions but in actuality im using it just to manipulate them and get what i want.

And it doesnt com across as fake/ acting ?

 

[MikeMew'sBitch]

And it doesnt com across as fake/ acting ?

Ive been doing it for some time now so it looks quite plausible. If the person is of low status and i have nothing to gain from them i can be quite rude, i usually dont give a shit about them but thats only if they are rude/unpleasant themselves. I dont lash out on people who show me a degree of courtesy.

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Lmao

 

[Enfant terrible]

Lmao

what so funny ?

 

[Deleted member 6403]

what so funny ?

@Chad1212 thoughts?

 

[Chad69]

@Chad1212 thoughts?

Its over